Miss Phitt

                          I confess :  it's all Fear, Loathing and Dread ---  I useta* have the guts to watch "Morning Joe" but even that has evaporated like steam from pot .   EVERYTHING I Feared would happen HAS HAPPENED ---  all the folks who routinely complained about my seemingly tireless expression of NEGATIVITY now are experiencing that Negativity DIRECTLY .   I mean, are my Fears actually harbingers of a grotesque and hideously VILE "government" ?    

              I've asked myself, should I now FEAR "getting" [somehow] one MILLION  dollars ??

              I'd fancy that .

              

Miss Treatment

                         Dr. Theodore Rubin [The Angry Book] advises us to "sublimate your rage" .   You should see the property I "manage" --- It's Sublimation on STEROIDS .   It's as if 2 things are battling to represent my >>self-expression<<  ---  Rage Sublimation versus "Work is Love made visible" .   I know that this THIS is Truth --- the unremitting "conflict of interests" that marks a battered and beleaguered Mind, shrouded in Filth and Majesty of Being,,, fearful of a ---> PROJECTED Future DEVOID of Political Humanism .

            

"Back in the HY Life"

                         It looks like it's been awhile ...I've been `moving rock` under SUPER-Spring Conditions, not only that, but my body is "coming back", meaning , I'm finally able to move about as if [as though] I am actually strong enough to muscle all the items that are required in the Rock Rigging industry .   

             I'm inside my 74th Orbit ---   the year I "took off" along with Covid ancillaries reduced me to the BEST walking corpse---  I felt like how Andre Agassi felt when he was so shitty he had to "eat crow"and start playing matches in the "Beginner Zone" .   There was one and ONLY one choice IF he waned to regain his former stature that he may compete, once again, at the highest levels .   I differ slightly in that I a interest in "HY" levels .  Steve Winward has sung it best :  "Back in the HY Life".  I'm there on that, "in Aces" .

Garber's Baby Food

                          Here's what we know :   it ain't likely that Harvard iz-gonna send its version of a SEAL Team to El Salvador to effect the justisic{Justice and 'ic'} RESCUE of AMERICAN CITIZEN what's-his-name Garcia .   No FAULT lies there .    Should we EXPECT Harvard to begin a Campaign against trump and trumpism that leads Academia to ASSAULT trump's DICTATORSHIP ???????

           Just exactly how TOUGH can Garber get ????????????  

The so-called Dumbocracy of Idiotology

                          Trump Defiance versus Harvard {Garber} Defiance --  what the fuck are we looking at {here} ?    If Harvard is to represent Academia then we can observe its {devotional} Commitment to ADVANCE Civilization through the ways and means of Education via the vehicles of Profession, Dissemination,  and  the  Delivery  of  Knowledge  and  Wisdom  as  Manifestations  {and the PROTECTION} of  UNIVERSAL TRUTHS .    If trump is to represent TRUMPISM then we have ALREADY  experienced  his  DIABOLICAL  Criminality and his UNREMITTING  Devotion  to  "The All-MIGHTY Dollar .   Here now the Expression of PRINCIPLES , that is, Ideas that have found Trajectory toward UTOPIA , and an Idiotology* that is DEVOID  of   ANY  so-called Principles .   Whereas the Definition of Purity can be gleaned from Garber's Harvard so it is that CORRUPTION can be tagged as Ideology --- a Something that exists and is BRANDISHED by the American Mafia .   

                 Anyone see THAT coming ?

                 Go figure ..................... .

Garber's Gorillas

                         Back in the 70's UMass had Allan Garber as its Lacrosse Coach .   The team had LEGENDARY status as a Team that utilized fierce body contact as its Strategy for Victory .  The team hit so hard and so often they were tagged with "Garber's Gorillas" .   2 words =  QOOL  !

             By now most of us have learned the name of the Harvard President who told trump to "GO FUCK YOURSELF" --  of course in (a) far more sophisticated Rhetoric .   Sophisticated Rhetoric can do only so much -------- and them I'm figurin' to go "Gorilla" --- to use less-than-acceptable Strategies and Tactics in an Effort to thwart [neutralize is perhaps a better choice] trumpism Propaganda .   I mean it this way :  "Toe-to-toe" MEANS "Word-for-word" in such a manner as to MIRROR "trumpspeak" .   Here it is where sympathetic News Suppliers should offer their Platforms from which "Gorillaspeak" can be broadcast .  Here it is where Warrior Wallace has led the "Way" with Joan d'Arc BRILLIANCE .   I KNOW that Joan was Defeated and Beheaded, we're going to stop BEFORE there is even slight risk of Defeat .... .

Defiance = De-Finance*

                          The word is "Defiance" --  We can laud Harvard for its Defiance but when we compare it to trump's Defiance of the scotus it simply does NOT "Compare" .   In fact, both share a `superiority of unimaginable WEALTH`---  My question is simple, 'Does Harvard represent the totality of Academia ?` .  We KNOW it does NOT bc of Columbia University's COMPLETE and UTTER "Cave-in" .   So now we can ask, `Does Columbia represent Academia ?`   To both ;   Yes and No  >>>  at the exact same time .   

              There's a parallel that is somewhat disturbing =  Harvard can fend-off and remain"untouched"  (i.e., withstand) bc of its INFINITE Wealth much the same as EVERY SINGLE POLITICIAN in the 'house' and 'senate' .    Here it is where Money both Talks and Walks to generate a formidable Protection that no common chum can afford -------- but what about the Others who CAN `afford` to Defy trump, where the fuck are THEY ???????????????  Other Colleges and Universities, law firms, the AMA, and even individuals appear to be hiding in Plain View ---yet COWERING in a scared and shivering Posture .    

             America = Land of the "Land of the Free, Home of the Brave "?   ---  more like Land of the Fear, Home of the Slave .

                                                             

Hardy Har-Har HARVARD

                         Harvard's ANNUAL  >Endowment<   EXCEEDS --->   SIXTY BILLION A YEAR .  Think they can FIGHT trump ????   I think so .   What about Juan and Juanita Average ?   Doubtful.... .

               Still,, my Heart SOARED when the Pres of Harvard "told" trump to "GO FUCK YOURSELF AND THE HORSE YOU RODE IN ON".   I'm certain the Letter did NOT utilize that "gutter" "ball" but the SENTIMENT is precise .   Hail Harvard .

               

Gulag

                          Were here .   America is now a "full-fledged"  DICTATORSHIP .   Nice goin' maga .  It's terrific to say that we've earned EVERYTHING  we don't have bc of "...it don't effect me so why should I care ?"     It ain't just one line, no and FUCK NO ---  It's EVERYTHING {Political} .

             [t]rump committed an AMERICAN CITIZEN to an El Salvadorian gulag [forced-labor camp] in which systematic TORTURE is the preferred "climate" for the prisoners .   If trump 'gets away' with this "it opens the door" to allow trump to single-handedly* commit ANY American Citizen to said prison FOR NO REASON WHATSOEVER merely bc trump has "rabbit ears", "thin skin" and "nose trouble" .   

              

             

            

"Booker T and the MG'S"

                          One of the most serious causes of Confederate Failure was its lack of  >superior<  Commanders within its military .   Northern Commanders WERE >Superior< --- we KNOW they were bc of the Outcome .  Here now a parallel within our Context =  the rats have not even ONE >Leader< who can "take on" trump and go "toe-to-toe" .   I don't give Bookers any credit --- I didn't observe SUPER-HUMAN quality in a blathering of rhetoric designed only to "kill" time -- that he may receive some sort of  {dubious}  Achievement  Award  .   I  don't  like  the  guy  since  I  learned  he  was  beholden to BYG-Pharma .    Recall this ironclad boldface :   "Money talks and BULLSHIT walks."   Here is its corollary =  "Talk is cheap."   This THIS just `makes` Booker a "Cheap {fucking} Thrill", a Thrill that fades .  

             His Speech was unremarkable because HE is unremarkable .   Unlike Sanders, Booker "ain't got no cred" and THAT'S on HIM not US .   But I digress, please forgive an old man . 

"FUCK the peasants"

                         I found this among my richest Quotes :

                                            "Of what need do the poor have for food ?"

          In Ancient Egypt the very wealthy ROUTINELY "Raided the Granaries".    A WEALTHY woman was purported to have divulged this ABOMINATION .

"...in His own image..."

                         I just-wanna know what's gonna happen when trump says "Fuck You" to the scotus ...what happens then ?   The Courts do NOT have a police force except MAYBE the U.S. Marshals but they can be employed ONLY under SPECIFIC conditions .   Not good .   

             They speak of >it< as a "Constitutional Crisis" but, in Truth, isn't it more appropriate to call >it< the End of America ?   Ya gotta say, "Yes" .   

              Trump and his OWN all the policing agencies TOP TO BOTTOM ----which makes trump 

                                                                           The LAW .

The END is FEAR

                          When I was In high school [we] watched the Evening News to 'get' the most recent BODY COUNT of the Vietnam War ---  these days I watch American Democracy as it is "torn asunder" by ONE  "man"  who  is  devoid  of  ANY  Humanity  WHATSOEVER .   I  tell  you  this,  these  days  are gut-wrenchingly* WORSE .   The Vietnam War was-gonna END and at its Death there would still be a FUTURE .   With the END of democracy [as we knew it]   NO   >>Future<<   can [even] be conceived .   

Wrath

                          I have FEAR  but it's NOT the Fear of being "scared shit",  no and FUCK NO , it is far more the FEAR of POTENTIAL Horror -the Horror of NOT-HAVING SOCIAL SECURITY to feed and house  myself  along  with  the  MILLIONS   >Others<   who live in this shit-hole we use-ta* know as America .   The  republicans  have  HATED  Social Security since it was introduced as a Panacea for UNIVERSAL pre-geriatric and geriatric SUFFERING, and have waited for this OPPORTUNITY to EXTINCT  it from the ConsciousNess* of American Sociality* .    There are NO obstructions for this Development,  when the rats* had their Chance, when the OWNED the BYG Three , Congress, Courts and the Presidency  BUT THEY DID NOTHING !  Trumpists will NOT make the same mistake .   

Persephone's Playroom

                         Words for this screen have been hard to "come by" .    Spring preparations have lured me from the Cave to Persephone's Playroom --- but to be COMPLETELY Honest --  I have been "running away" from the desk work to which I've been devoted .   There's just SOOOOOO much SHIT to rwite* about but "first sentences" have been maddeningly elusive .   The weather HASN'T been 'optimal' but it's been 'optimal' ~enough~ to move about with only modular* discomfort .   Stuff's been done, slowly done, but properly and with geriatric >> Care .   

C.O.D.

                         You an see it rite ?--- the difference between 'finding' a something(s) and BEING SENT SHIT FROM THE UNIVERSE .   I mean, HOW GREAT IS THAT ??????????????? .

             The Universe sent me the shelving I asked for but I am STILL waiting for the Universe to send me a trope I can use for the Topic of ---> SACRIFICE .   I can SEE that 'it' is on its way BUT.............. .

             I want to believe that the Universe VALUES my {best} Efforts ---  that when I question my Trajectory the Universe sends me these tid-bits and morsels to mollify my doubts and trepidation(s) --- it is as if the Universe TEASES me with small gifts while withholding the SUPER-BYG Shit that I need to Save Humankind .   I gotta tell ya, that SUCKS !!!!!!!  I figure there's a Price to Pay for Humankind's Salvation and ........................... .

Shelfist

                         From the Sublime to the RIDICULOUS ............ .   I had a rack upon which I stored my work shoes, work sneakers, a pair of rubbers, and boots .   I had old flooring to use as platforms so that the loose soil on the soles wood be prevented from leaking into the shoes below, thing is, there wasn't enough room to put four pairs on each shelf,,,,,,  I selfishly asked the Universe to 'send' me somethin' to remedy the disqualification .   

                 Now this shit TRANSCENDS 'significance' --- cood* I live WITHOUT bigger shelves ?  OF COURSE ,  BUT .................................... .

               I was driving home for somewhere when I spotted flooring that someone wanted to "lose" {get rid of} .   Guess the size of the flooring ---------   

               Go ahead----------------Guess ......................... .

               The Universe SENT me these nu floorings --- and ya-gotta ask, "Is Steve DeSilva SOOOO Important that he gets to have shelving delivered to him ???    -------- but for WHY ?   Am I THAT Important to the Universe ???????????  2 words :   I MUST be .

               

Stevie Wonderful

                         I'm writing about this stupid shit bc "it" shows the workings and machinations that the Mind "goes through" in order to solve problems .  I mean it DOESN'T, is the Universe THAT sensitive to the whims and fancies of an old Sword's-Man ?   How can it be ???  Yet I'm one of >>>>>>>those<<<<<<< that BELIEVES in "hidden messages" within the structure and context of the Universe's Reality .    It's my Goal to be sensitive to a Universe that somehow REWARDS Individuals for being TUNED to the Vibration's that are the Essence of Universe ConsciousNess* .    Excessive ???   I mean, ya-gotta wonder .

Small steel wedges

                          The Universe is fucking with me .  This "first sentence" `arrived` yesterday-- I was so excited I ran down to this desk to record it for this morning .   In the past couple of weeks things have 'arrived' that I had asked for, even a few months ago ;   yesterday I found the wedges that are use to affix hammer and ax heads to handles .  The practicality of using perforated metal strapping 'arrived' and I am STILL beating myself to "up" bc it took me so long to see exactly how it cood* be so much better than store-bought handles [or pulls] .   An Energy has arrived to help me review [re-view] the once open-cesspool that is the 'staging and work area' .  Once this shit gets settled as "having arrived", I wondered why the fuck it took me so long so "See" .   But it ain't just that ~~~ WHY the Universe has sent this shit absolutely fascinates me .   

"WE the People" ...

                         Fareed Zakaria ASSERTED this Fact :  The World's Democracies did NOT choose AMERICAN Democracy as their Democracy .  Indeed what IS prelevent is PARLIAMENTARY Democracy since It  DEMANDS  that all Groups >>>>WORK TOGETHER<<< to find Solutions for National  Problems  .    We  KNOW why American Democracy FAILED .  Now  "We the people"   need to ACT .  Here it is where individual Groups should CHAMPION the "Causes" of Others so as to disseminate the Principles and Ideals necessary to LITERATELY "Form a more perfect Union" .    Individual   Groups  fomenting  Patriotic  dissent  appear  as  nothing  more  than  weak >>>VICTIMS<<< .  Without the Strength of NUMBERS their Voice is just a mere -------> whimper .  

Cesar Chavez

                         I'm not sure that AOC and Bernie "have it right" .   I am all FOR Socialism but I do NOT believe  or  even   THINK   that  [their]   "Social Democracy"   has  any  better chance than [straight-up] Socialism .    I look at the organized protests to date and see various >>Groups<< trying to advance their Agenda while also trying to PROTEST that of trump .   HORROR is perhaps the ONLY "Shared Commonality" between these Groups .   These Groups want Others to join them in Protest but there seems to be NO "Reciprocity" with regard to those SAME Others who may or may not have THEIR Agenda "Set Forth" on Equal Footing .   I hazard that there are STRUCTURAL >>>complexes<<<  that these Groups unwittingly share ---  they have No RECOGNIZABLE Leader, making it difficult to 'present' a Voice & FACE to the General Public ---  there is no one to answer the most pressing :  "WHO THE FUCK IS IN CHARGE HERE ??? " .

"Fear And Loathing In D.C."

                         Those of us who cood* never be doctors cuz* we don't have any Patients INSIST that Socialism is >>> NEXT<<< Form of Government if `Political Evolution` is to be considered .     I believe that Fear is  component of "Reason" when one is to consider, next, the implementation of Such {{{in this fucking lifetime}}}  .   Folks that HATE Communism have that SAME Hatred for Socialism --- being less than fully informed has DRASTIC consequences .    What makes matters Worse are the failed Efforts of Venezuela and Brasil .     "Piss-Poor"  History  and   "NO TIME"    tag  Socialism  as  UNWANTED ON EVERY LEVEL .      "Uhhh~~~ Houston ???   We have a Problem ."    

"1984"

                          I didn't [even] go outdoors this morning, satisfied it was just TOO fucking dreary to bother with ANYTHING .   I knew I WANTED to rwite* but the TOPIC has bee unavailable to resource bc I'm lazy, shiftless-ful* and Temper-MENTAL ,,, plus I'm ever the broodfull* one---subject to Miss Use and Muse-Use* .    

              "To Brood"  :  "transitive verb" ;   "3.  to ponder in a troubled or morbid way" .

               I WISH I cood* echo-o- Gregg Alman when he sang, "Every morning I wake up with the blues".   Since trump "got in" I awaken with a severe Sensitivity to DISASTER --- a fucking SOMETHING that trumpism supplies with SAVAGE Intent .  

               2 words >>  NO ONE EVER THOUGHT IT WOULD BE THIS BAD !!!  I mean, shit, how cood we ???  What trump has done to america is UNIMAGINABLE !!!!   

                But then there's George Orwell ............................................ .

                  

Usurpations*

                   Facebook is rife with posts of "pissed-off" folks who MUST vent in order to stay on the good side of SANITY .  I can relate .  HOWEVER, there are DIRE needs that MUST-BE Addressed if there is to be ANY ---> Future .. specifically, what EXACTLY must we do in order to first neutralize tryumpism and then REVERSE its Effects .   The posts REEK of cryin' eyes and soulful laments, all VERY Romantic and  and CLEARLY Useless .   I'm tellin' you what Chrissie Hynde ordered, "STOP YOUR SOBBING" .  There is NO Time  to waste on emotions that lack POWER and appear as nothing more than petulant whispers .   Fuck that shit .   Instead of LIVING on the "Pitty Pot"  Energies SHOULD be harnessed to supply Strategies and TACTICS that are a CORRECT Response to trump and musk's "make america a shithole" >>> Usurpations* . 

maggots

                          I WANT to go outdoors to look for shit I don't hafta* do .   [Just now] I had a good shoulder workout but my biceps wouldn't respond and my triceps got worked enough in yesterday morning's Effort .   I SHOULD >>> Rwite, but nothing has "Arrived" ~~~  ... .

             I've begun watching Rachel Maddow's telecasts bc she makes and Effort to show the various Protests that Patriotic Citizens have demonstrated .   You'd think I'd be "all over this" bc of the very NATURE of 1st Amendment GUARANTEES .  I am not .   I followed the upraising and midnight Protests in Ukraine where those Citizens withstood Russian FIREHOSES in sub-zero ARCTIC Temperatures .   America ISN'T Ukraine but "SOMETHING IS BETTER THAN NOTHING!" .

             Protests reveal the MASSIVE >>>Distress<<< the American Electorate is experiencing.   Folks that Voted for trump have been OUTRAGED by trump's performance thus far .   Theses ASSHOLES voted for a CONVICTED CRIMINAL --- now they are offended that he is INTENT upon DEMOLISHING Democracy-- a Something the maga-ots never conceived DESPITE bannon's threats .   How the fuck can you feel 'bad' for maggots ???  One word, YOU FUCKING CAN'T .