I just lost the 'full screen' capability and only now have I gotten it to return . I'm in my 75th Orbit and it was fucking ex--cru--ci--a--ting--ly GRUELING . I don't know what I did to lose the full screen to begin with I can barely remember what I did to return it . Old age SUCKS . Somehow I made a mistake and it was costly because now I'm so frustrated I am quite blind AND I can't think straight . I mean, what the fuck just happened ???????
Challenger
Sunday, July 26, 2026
"Failure and Disgrace"
It's Sunday but I'm not thinking Sunday thoughts . "IT" is as if the entire WORLD is on fire, set ablaze by the Earth Mother and her Twin Mother Nature because boy are they fucking PISSED OFF . Humankind's abject Refusal to address Global Climate Change has so infuriated the Twins that They have no other recourse save to vent Their Exasperation by manifesting Their Rage and Fury through Wildfires . While the Twins wage Fire-War, Humans are waging Political War . Iran, Lebanon, Israel, Ukraine, Russia and of course the U.S. ---all sites of Human Frailty, Weakness and broad Mental Defects that are being WEAPONIZED and then elevated by a Global Insanity recognized as "Not-my-Problem" . These truly are the "End Times" .
"IT" 's as if folks can smell smoke but NOT smell BULLSHIT , how can that be ? Elsewhere I have earnestly sought entreaty that the WORLD be "Involved" in the cessation of Hostilities between America and Iran, but that is the desire of yet another Altruistic Lunatic --- I mean shit, the E.U. as NATO could have defended Ukraine and PREVENTED putin from trying to reclaim and RE-Build the Soviet Union, but THEY DID NOTHING . You'd want to Believe that the E.U. DID "come to its Senses", which resulted in arms and munitions being sent to Ukraine, but I argue "too little" and MAYBE "too late" . NATO could have stopped putin "DEAD IN HIS TRACKS" but I suspect COWARDICE was the Mental Foundation for NATO'S "Dereliction of Duty"---that FEAR >>>>DOMINATED the Collective Psyche of the NATO Nations and Others . Here it is where I Believe that Civilization itself has FAILED .
Saturday, July 25, 2026
Thrilliance*
"IT" 's not the Why nor the What but the HOW of Ukrainian Force that is Universally HEARTENING . The Ukrainians have developed Drone Warfare that can reach into the Depths and Distances of putin's empire to cause unmitigateable* Disaster(s) -- Crimea is best example . Rather than depend on Troops to advance on russian WWI trenches, Ukraine has utilized its BRILLIANT Minds and their Imaginations to not only stymie russian Efforts but to NEUTRALIZE them as well . Russian has, to date, NO 'Counter' to Ukrainian Drone Tactics . Drones have attacked Crimea because Crimea is a re-supply conduit for those forces in southeast Ukraine and, in some instances, even further .
Every time a russian oil tanker is im-mobilized or sunk is a HUGE>>> VICTORY<<< for Ukrainians AND Democracies around the WORLD . These seemingly narrow Victories MUST-BE Celebrated as such, meaning, we can find Relief in-that GOOD FOLKS are WINNING . WE NEED THIS !!!!!!!!!
Bottomless Pit-iful
Presently, Americans are beset and beleaguered by trump's Campaign to Destroy American Democracy--- everyday trump unleashes attack dogs that threaten individual existence, meaning, his attacks have a Psychological FEROCITY that is both Cruel and Inhuman. There seems to be NO END to trump's utter CONTEMPT for American Humans, His Contempt KNOWS NO BOUNDS, same as his GREED and CORRUPTION . Thing is, the WEIGHT of this WAR is, at time, UNBEARABLE, and even the Strongest among us feel as if we are being CRUSHED . I mean, WE ARE . Here it is where we must find SOMETHING to lessen our Suffering, something we can find that will help us Persevere despite our abject Misery . I turn to Ukraine for such Cosmic Relief .
Mos-cowed
I've been unable to write for a couple of days . I've been working on a way to advance the Psychological Strategy to "fight on two Fronts", that is, to 'hold' the Mind that splits itself to apply Pressure to those who are PHYSICALLY Fighting, in Real Time . We say, "You are in my Prayers" to give those in Combat a feeling that Others are by their Sides, shoulder to shoulder . The Pressure is Mind Energy and is manifested as a Conscious WILL to Aid . This Pressure is the exact opposite of Abandonment .
The trumpWAR is at a standstill as far as Diplomacy and Negotiations (is) concerned . Stalemate begets the FEELING of Helplessness--- that there is NOTHING that can be done to bring this WAR to Conclusion ESPECIALLY a POSITIVE Conclusion, and worse, a Conclusion that is acceptable to both waring factions . During this time I have returned my Attention to Ukraine, I 'picked-up' news feeds directly from Ukraine News Agencies and Individual Ukrainian Journalists whose dogged Reporting has lifted my Spirit considerably . In brief, UKRAINE IS WINNING, putin's empire is feeling the Effects of incessant Ukrainian Drone Forces that have reached DEEP into Russia and even Moscow, so much so that putin as directed anti-missile systems from the northern-most territories to Moscow in order to strengthen its defensive capability . I LOVE this .
Thursday, July 23, 2026
...a MUST READ...
I must suspend this exploration for now, I'm famished and my ribs are beginning to ache . Everything begins FIRST with Parental Influence, we LEARN how to exist via our Parents, second is Education, from Kiddie-Garden to Secondary Schoolage* and for some us Beyond that . OVIOUSLY "IT" helps if one or both of your parents were "College Educated" as they say, but MY Mom barely got out of sixth grade and my Dad didn't complete High School --- my Dad DID, however, receive Military Training and 'fought' in WW II . He taught me EVERYTHING , while my Mother tortured me with, "NO "C's" I don't want ONE "C" on your Report Card.... my Mother could barely fucking READ so, I mean, there's THAT .
EVERYTHING is contained within the pages of The Odyssey, War, Sex, Orgies, Magic, Wisdom, Fate and even Karma . Females can escape its Reading, but for TRUE Males it is a "MUST READ".
"Tare Forward" and "Keep the Faith"
The Story of the Quick-witted Smart-Mouth
Some would simply consider Odysseus a quick witted (positive) "smart-mouth" (negative) with a spear . Thing is Odysseus's entire crew was (get this) at stake . He and they needed Polyphemus's food for their intended destination : HOME . Keep in Mind that Polyphemus was NOT considered a MONSTER, but instead a HUMAN {but Freakish} GIANT . Still, it was BRAVERY that Odysseus summoned to confront Polyphemus .
What is the BASIS of this 'Bravery' ?
There is Confidence in one's Abilities, but that is somehow awkward and unwieldy . Even "Belief in one's Self" is clumsy despite its Truth . I prefer Experience since "IT" consolidates both Physicality and Mentality while including Spirituality as "X-Factor" . Odysseus had 'experienced' combat against HUGE Forces that he had Survived . He TRUSTED himself to succeed because he had done so in the Past . Experience breeds Power . {{{I argue that FAILURE does as much but FAILURE is NOT Glamorous nor Romantic}}} .
We are wishing to get a job. We are denied because "You have no Experience" to which is retorted, "HOW THE FUCK DO I GET if you don't give me this job ?" Good question .