La-z does what La-z is

                       Problem now is, I CAN work outdoors bc I have all the gear but do I WANT to ???  It was such a GREAT EXCUSE :  I CAN'T go out bc I don't have the {get this}  "Wear-With-All" ... Stupit rite ?  I agree .

           I mean this :   In the DEAD of Winter when it reaches 20 degrees WITHOUT wind, well that's fucking TROPICAL .   But here + now 20 degrees without wind STILL tears your face off --- I'm no fan of THAT !!!   I COOD locate my Carhartt fullface but then THERE ARE NO MORE EXCUSES --- Nope, it's better to have excuses in your back and front pocket so that you CAN'T be tagged, "Lazy". 

Critical Stinking

                       I sat in Chairy-Chair and convinced myself I need not commit suicide just bc I couldn't locate the Winter Wear .   It didn't take TOOO long .   I needed the gear so I cood go into my mini'barn and rummage through the Assorted, thinking,, I placed them in the barn to get them out of the way .    I have these lapses of "Critical Thinking" the Thinking that e-x--t---e----n-----d------s Common Sense to include the EZ-est form of Logic .   Folks use Critical Thinking and its Loss to explain {away} the failures of Human Intelligence to confront OBVIOUS and SOLVE Societal Mental Illness .   At its Essence Critical Thinking is employed to Solve Problems .   But I digress ..... .

           Chairy-Chair faces my 'Thought Wall' -- an old school blackboard once mounted on a roller-frame--- I got it out of Hawley Armory of U.Conn. Fame and all I had to do was ASK .  But I digress yet again .  As I stared, my Brain-Mind softened, then this "arrived" :   Cood I have packed all that gear in the closet ?  I mean THAT wood-be SUPER-INTELLIGENT----------nah, no fucking way ------but guess what ?????????   Go ahead, guess ............................... .

           

Sewer Side

                        I can't locate my Carhartt Winter Gear .   It was blistering hot that morning and I wished I'd never have to use them again .   Apparently I made that wish 'come true' bc now they remain hidden -- thing is,, it's 19 degrees and I NEED them to finish the downspout retrofit .   Woe is me .

          I STILL haven't found my lacrosse balls ---- if I ever had "it" "it" is long gone .   

          There's this one :  "Always had it, always will"  which transmogrifies to "Never had it, never will."

I think I'm there on the latter .  More woe .

          When I was drinking I entertained suicidal thoughts of a bathroom chainsaw-to-throat Demise .  These thoughts came and went as though they were clouds in as sky .   Buddhism decries suicide, and, for what it's worth, claims that if you kill yourself you will lose your Human Status .   I mean shit, you kill yourself AND you "come back" as an animal or worse .  So. there's THAT .

          

"The One is the One"

                       [In the last blog :]   Sorry about the "I am" bio shit, I know you Qidz* don't like that crap, but sometimes I get care-less.   I meant no 'ill will' .   

            I NEED to turn your attention to the One which, for me and many others is the "Tao" (pronounced DOW [[the t in Chinese is most often pronounced as a d and we can thank Jesuit Priests for that]] ) .   "The One is the One" "but MANIFESTS as the 10,000 things" where we will find Universal Duality a TREMENDOUS Oxymoron if ever there was !!!!!  This THIS is how both Negative Energy and Positive Energy are Generated by the One --- here now Good and Evil, Right and Wrong find entry and maintenance in the `fields` of Reality .   Check it out :  "Why do BAD things happen to GOOD people ?"  {The Correct Answer to this is "Karma"--- just so you know .   

          You-gotta let this "sink in" :   The SAME Energy `fuels` all ;  Good, Evil, Right, Wrong and all the other Virtues and Flaws of Human Nature .   Some daze that sucks and sucks OUT-LOUD  !

           

Tolstoy

                       Elsewhere I've expressed my Devotion to the CONCEPT of 'Writing Kiddie Lit' yet the actual EXECUTION of Writing has eluded me mainly because I am MENTALLY ILL .  During a Session with my Therapist, one Dr. Williams, I related a dream in which I was able to levitate in order to Preach the Dharma of The Blessed One to an acre full of Devotees .   I discounted the dream as a mental aberration to which Dr. Williams responded :  "You'd rather dwell in Misery than revel in Religious Ecstasy ?"  -- tow which I replied, "Well, when you put it THAT way... ."

            In my first six "Forevers*" I languished between wanting a World Class Mind and being a Writer of Children's Literature, my only relief coming from TOLSTOY who wrote Kiddie Lit as a means to simplify complex Social ---------------------entanglements .   As you can read, my Trajectory was toward the World Class >>>  Goal .   When I am "at my best" I am being read in upwards of 15 Countries around the Planet --------- I mean,,,,,,,   there's that -------- so .......... .

"Kiddie Lit"

                       Western Humans have relied upon Fables, Fairy Tales, Legend Stories and Myths to 'socialize' their Children .   Here it is where Warnings-Of-Punishment-For-Failure -To -Obey-Parental- Limitations are cast as "Words To Live By" .  Here it is where Good and Evil are revealed to the Innocents that they may be made Safe from {potentially}  Injurious Actions .    Here it is where Children are exposed to ---> "The Difference Between Right and Wrong" .    Here it is where Morals, Mores, Ethics and the Trajectory Towards GOOD is advance in such a way as to ENTICE Children to conduct themselves according the the Rules of their PARENTS' Society -----  such is the Nature of  "Kiddie Lit" .

             

This Little Piggy Went To Hell

                        I am FRRRREEEEEEEKING OUT !!!!!!!    Kash Patel has written a Children's Book titled,  The Plot Against The King .   FUCKING-UNHOLY-FUCK  gets us there .

           Some time ago I proffered that it would take a `Hundred Years` {Revolution} to climb out of the Neo-Dark Age, in that it would require FIVE Generations to "See the Light" of first the Neo-Renaissance, and second a Neo "Age of Enlightenment" .   One Generation MUST 'Declare' that "Things are fucking FUCKED-UP" and the succeeding Generations to begin the Transformation required to 'deliver' a 'Return' to a Belief and RELIANCE upon Truth .   

           Patel's book is the BEGINNING of a the Neo Collective Conscious that seeks to propagandize Children's Literature with the EFFORT to transmit TRUMPIAN Dystopianism* INTO the Minds of the Innocents, MAKING them Soldiers of the Dark Forces where 'Dark Forces' are those of HATRED, FEAR,, BIGOTRY ,,, and NAZI-ISM .   It's fucking GENIUS albeit DIABOLICAL Genius .