Tuesday, December 3, 2024

Sewer Side

                        I can't locate my Carhartt Winter Gear .   It was blistering hot that morning and I wished I'd never have to use them again .   Apparently I made that wish 'come true' bc now they remain hidden -- thing is,, it's 19 degrees and I NEED them to finish the downspout retrofit .   Woe is me .

          I STILL haven't found my lacrosse balls ---- if I ever had "it" "it" is long gone .   

          There's this one :  "Always had it, always will"  which transmogrifies to "Never had it, never will."

I think I'm there on the latter .  More woe .

          When I was drinking I entertained suicidal thoughts of a bathroom chainsaw-to-throat Demise .  These thoughts came and went as though they were clouds in as sky .   Buddhism decries suicide, and, for what it's worth, claims that if you kill yourself you will lose your Human Status .   I mean shit, you kill yourself AND you "come back" as an animal or worse .  So. there's THAT .

          

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