The Bi-Polar Bear

                                                      I characterize my self as being either a Clown or an Assassin, which then begs for the tag, "Bi-Polar", indeed, I consider myself a Bi-Polar Bear .  Cute rite ?   Oh my ... .

                              I could use "comedian" instead of clown, but the visual of clown is so much more intense and that intensity is matched by "assassin" .   Much of my "Adult Life" has been spent managing my "Clown-ness" and my sometimes OUT-OF-CONTROL "Assassin-ness".   I  actually STRIVE to insert >lethality< into my work ,   we speak of "Crystal Clarity" but there is also "Rapier Wit", and "Razor Sharp" Writing .  That's me rite there .   My Efforts to be 'Clear' are founded, partly, by Cicero and Sallust, who managed to contain the Imagination of their fellow Citizens and EXPRESS that imagination in their Court Cases .   I suppose that guys of my Nature and Temperament actually put Life "On Trial" on a daily basis .   In the Film "Zero Dark Thirty" , Jessica Chastain is depicted thusly, "It's her against the World" .   That's me again .  I routinely Prosecute Life for "CRIMES AGAINST HUMANITY" --- Ridiculous I know, but sometimes I must divorce Life from "The Maker of All Things" so that my Love for Both and Neither isn't jeopardized .   Fucked-up rite ?   Indeed it is and indeed I am .