Monday, October 28, 2024

Miss Spent

               But I digress .   

        I figured all I needed was The Analects of Confucius, The I Ching, The Odyssey, and a couple of others to which I would modernize with the quotes I had selected .   You can read the problem .  Introducing Confucius and the I Ching would require Time, a SIGNIFICANT amount of Time,, and I began to doubt my commitment to the book with unflinching severity .  OBVIOUSLY the book never happened and the ONLY reason I mention it today is because [political] Manhood is on the Block {or Altar as the case may be} for public inspection .  

       The question , "What is Manhood?" was supplanted by Jung's "The Process of Individuation" a something that would include the Path Toward Manhood .   I thought "I had the whole scene covered"--- and I did except for ......................... EVERYTHING ELSE .  

         

        

Miss Sojginey

                We're lookin' at a group of males between 21 and [I hazard] 40 who have 'turned-to' trump and HIS misogyny as their own which is a RETURN to {instinctual} [savage] Primality*;  the one in which females were TAKEN {as property} .   We've heard trump boast, "I can do ANYTHING I want [to Females] BECAUSE I CAN .   No Class and therefore no Courtship .   To identify with trump is to Vote for him .   Ya-just-gotta ask , "How did things get so fucking fucked-up ???" Better still,, how did SOCIETY get so fucking fucked-up ????

The Need for Need

               It seems that gyze are turning to AI generated `females` to 'get' "what they need" ---> unremitting dote and faun --- the two things that Mothers supply in bountiful measure .   OBVIOUSLY there is a "turning away" from REAL social interaction with Females,, a something of which gyze are unprepared .  

               SUPER-Brains have offered the emergence of the   Feminist Movement  as the Root and Source of Male emotional malfeasance .   Gyze express the feelings of disconnectedness, loss,  and  directionless drift .    All of the above MAY exist but it's NOT because of Women . Gyze are fucked-up because GYZE FUCKED-UP THEMSELVES .   Let's begin with that . 

         

Manhood

                Years and years ago I figured to write my first book ... it was to be "About Manhood" .   Toward that end I began recording the quotes I wanted to use --- all done by transcription so that I may FEEL the Author and {divine} his intent ; such is the nature and value of handwritten transfers .

         I had concerns that there were no "manuals" for us gyze* which left us adrift on the Sea of Chaos and Confusion .   There were `land seas`  -- territories we were suppose to navigate using Society's Moral Compass in an Effort to advance .   I felt as if there were no 'bench marks' nor were there treasures that would  provide  Guidance  and  and  with them be certain of a Trajectory that would be "Straight and True" {{ the so-called "Straight and Narrow" }} .   According to Dr. Campbell and his, there WERE 'bench marks' and treasures and not only that but "Supernatural Aid" from the `Realms of Beyond`were available as well .  I wanted to use these as tools and Orientation Devices to aid and assist the Seeker of Manhood .  

         That was a long time ago ....

Friday, October 25, 2024

Humanism

                             It's binary :  are ya gonna vote for Love or are you gonna go Instinctual {in-stink-you-all} and opt for CATACLYSMAL Hatred ???   

             You wanna believe it's a "No Brainer" ------------ you'd be rwong* of course .

              I have yet to rid myself of the notion that trumpists will cut their noses off to spite their faces .   Look at what trump did to that Border BI-LATERAL Agreement to impose strict measures upon the migrants .   Is this not a clear example of "cutting off one's nose to spite one's face" ???  

             Harris's Maternal Instincts are to be Praised and Lauded so too the Very Same of Democracy Ideals and Virtues since they are manifestations of a Humanism that DEMANDS the management of CONTROLLABLE Sufferings :   Food, Water, Heat, Electricity and Housing and further along Work and Income ON A GOVERNMENTAL BASIS .   This aint Socialism its HUMANISM .

Blood, Sweat and Fears

                         Clearly, I  had  to  qualify "blood-lust" --- I figured it this way --> {one aspect of} blood-lust IS  'the LOVE of HATRED' .   Trump and his LOVE to HATE .   Here it is where Buddhist rhetoric [Samsara IS Nirvana and Nirvana IS Samsara] is the Source of Confused Ideality* .   If Samsara IS Nirvana then why can't Love IS Hatred and Hatred IS Love be accepted as Truth ?   Oh my oh my oh my ... .

             There is an Essence that is the Same for both ------  it is Passion .

           

Ruin Nation

                              You can see it in her face --- Love  --- Love of Country --- Love of Its Citizens and of course, Love of  LIFE .    The Same can NOT be said of trump and his "running dogs" .   If we 'go to' >>> Heart <<< we can write that Harris has Heart and that trump HAS NO HEART nor Soul --- but yet his 'Will' has attracted >>> Similarists* who view trump as the Father Almighty, a One who can "turn the clock back" to the "Antebellum" South .   

                Trump resides in the Realm of Death and Destruction ------ in place of his Heart is a BLOOD-LUST ---  the SAVAGE desire for KILLING and DESTROYING no matter the Cost .    Because he has no Heart he has no Soul .  Harris is the complete Opposite .   Where trump is NOT bound by Earthly Humanism Harris represents those Ideals that have been CHERISHED for CENTURIES .   We're looking at Governmental Earth-Mother-ship --- She is not only Mrs. America --- she is Columbia, the Star Goddess of the Earth itself .

                

                

PURRRRRRR-fect

                             Elsewhere I have insisted :  Music Heals .   I decided to STOP thinking about what I should write in the morning and instead try and leave the day's troublings* on the floor of the Cave by visiting Mary Jane and asking her to be my "Green Tara" if only for an hour or so .   This strategy has proven VERY successful and I have awakened each morning newly activated by the 'charge' of Rest and mental relaxation .    I have likened this experience as "Purring" .  Each nite I seek the 'Purr' .   Each nite I seek to be PURRfect .

             Unwittingly I put on the Doobie Brothers' Album/CD :  the first tract on the "Captain and Me" is "Natural Thing" and its Primary 'Line' is :  "We all got to be loved-it's a natural thing" ... . Last nite I had this break-through :  Harris = Love {vs}  trump= Hate .   It made [perfect] Sense .   

              If there can be 'Logical Symbolism' then ---> If trump is a Father Figure,,,  Harris must be a Mother Figure .   I let the ramifications roil ........ and then I began purrrrrrrrrring .

              

Coma Elian

                             I've been away, far FAR away .   Months have elapsed, EONS in 'mental time' --- I was never able to reconcile Zen with the day-to-day AGONIES of War ---  I've wondered :  talent ?  ability ??   Zen DOES "work" but maybe only for combatants -- soldiers, warriors and the like, but what of us 'street people' ?????

             I even lost Faith in Faith ---now how the fuck can THAT be ???   I mean it this way :  What is the Essence of Harris's Campaign, meaning, what is HER Essence ?   Have I the penetrative Strength to extract such an Essence ?   "The days passed as days pass" to quote Hesse, each day a Battle to hold the Question that would "break-open" Secrets fortified by sub- and UNConscious 'Filters' i.e., defense mechanisms that curtail advance into the Realms of Hidden Sorrows --  the Sorrows of Rage and Fears -- the Sorrows of unrequited Love -- the Sorrows of a Helplessness that bespeaks of  mental paralysis and emotional coma .  

Friday, October 18, 2024

Shit-ler

                              The BIGGEST and Best of the SUPER-Brains have tried to express the DIRE STRAITS that this Country has become = the Country of Dire Straits .   Harris downplays: "It's close" .   One pollster emphasized that during the last election, trump was HUGELY under-estimated  and that very same cood* be the condition of this Election .   The so-called "BIG-PICTURE" Mind insists that Fascism was DEFEATED which lends credence to "Goodness will Prevail" .   Remember how long WWII lasted, Remember what Democracy "Had" to do in order to end it .  Remember that Hitlerism was not brought to Extinction ,  that it has survived to the Present Day in MORE that "modest" health .   

Harris-ment

                         I hooked up the propane tanks to their heating units, a something I wooda* waited to do until Thanksgiving --  I mean in the Ancient of Olden Days -- these days the Cave at 58 means layers of clothing and breathing an air that SEEMS to sear my nostrils -- old age sucks ... .

              I've been ignoring this Art in order to get outdoors and continue the Fall Clean-up~~~~~~ not kwite* all the Truth but enough of it .   I can't find the Incentive --  this DESPITE the fucking TERMINAL Aspect of this upcoming Election ~~~~~  I relieve myself by thinking it is exhaustion which impedes my Effort -- I'm-gonna keep it there for now .   I thought for sure that the Heat would melt the Glacier that IS my Writing Block --- the Heat is "ON" and what I have is --->  this .  

              You look at both campaigns =  It ain't like Truth is winning --- more like Truth aint even "holding its own"  because it ain't ---- one poll has Harris LOSING almost SEVEN PERCENT of what was once a 'lead' .  How the fuck did THAT happen ???????  

                 

Monday, October 14, 2024

"Father Knows Best"

                         Evolution has guaranteed the continuation of family specific DNA in order to KEEP and PROPAGATE this DNA = such is the Nature of "Blood is thick than water" .   Blood Lines and Blood TIES are savagely aggressive when it 'comes time' to protect one's blood relatives from outer "contamination" in ALL its forms .   I contend that this aggression is Manifested by trumpists despite their lack of shared DNA .   That 'it' does NOT matter --what DOES 'matter' is their BOND with trump, a seemingly unbreakable CHAIN .   "God the Father = Trump the Father" and as we all SHOULD know {from the late 60's TV}  "Father Knows Best" .   

Lunatic Fringe

                             I heard this phrase in a Netflix episode of "Mind-Hunters" :  "They are at the summit of their intellectuality* ."   It made me think .

              You gyze* may or may not believe this but my first thought after hearing it was, "You can't fix stupid."   Harsh, I know ------ but ... .

               The lack of PENETRATING Insight by supposedly 'clear minded' pundits reeks of slovenly malfeasance ---> the reliance upon scantily clad cliches .   Where Depth Psychology is NEEDED in GREAT Quantities,, there is little, if any, to be found ........................ .

                Trumpists have declared trump as their savior .  You'd think that pundits would acknowledge this with the Psychology of Family ---- the one in which, "Blood is thicker than water" can be applied to their psychoticism*, zealotry, and fanaticism, a kind of socio-political* Rabies .  At one time these folks were aptly tagged with this "Blast From The Past" ---> Lunatic Fringe .  Unfortunately, this THIS gives Lunacy a bad fucking name .

             

               

Monday, October 7, 2024

Miss Bea Gotten

                         Some time has elapsed, time enough to review my thoughts and words to see if any have Iron within them  .   As far as a complete analysis goes, questions remain :  Why Jimmy ?  What song did Jagger sing to him ?  And critically, why did Jimmy respond with "just one word and it was 'dead' "  ?   

              There remain technical questions .   What's the meaning of the glass filled with wine and the glass filled with a  "bleeding man"  which MUST be vitally significant because Jagger sees "blood on her hands" .   What happened and WHY ?   Was the "footloose" man SACRIFICED (?) and if so, did she NEED to make that sacrifice in order for her to "get" her "fix" ?   She "was practiced at the art of deception"---was the "footloose man" deceived ?   I mean, THAT appears OBVIOUS and yet Jagger leaves this one open {for interpretation} .

              "But wait, there's more..."

Saturday, October 5, 2024

The London Bach Choir

                              I would be academically remiss if I were to ignore Jagger's use of the London Bach choir since it literally brackets the Song .   GENERALLY , when you hear a choir in ANY song it symbolizes HEAVENLY `generation`, meaning, the SOUND of the Choir is the SOUND of Church Choirs-in this case CATHEDRAL Choirs .   The Sound, however, isn't just of Church nor Cathedral, it is, as I have just stated, of Songs {and Lyrics} from "On High" ~~~ as if and as though the Choir is composed of ANGELS who deliver the "Word of God" via the conduit of chorale Magnificence .   In this case, Jagger is mere ECHO-O-o-o of Heavenly dictum--- .

            Jagger is a Believer and leverages the >from-"On High"- 'message'<  to pry-out Effort from his prescription-dependent friend .   

Friday, October 4, 2024

Authorial Prerogative

                  If we adhere to the structure of the song we can extrapolate meaning from the 'demonstration' stanza .   What the demonstrators WANT is supplanted by what they NEED which is to "vent" their "frustrations" hence, the refrain .  What is puzzling is Jagger's, "...to get my fair share of abuse."  The default position {aka "the EZ way out"} is to attribute this puzzle to authtorial prerogative meaning author's secret .  I do so now .

             It is imperative to remember this line :  "...to get your prescription filled" .   This indicates that the entire song is Jagger relating his observations to his friend which I consider to be female although there is NO evidence of this .   This Song is for his friend, much more than a recounting,  a SLEDGE-HAMMERING* to impress upon his friend the words of the refrain .   It MAY be that his friend his akin to the wine drinking blood dealer, an addict perhaps or one under the influence of some other addiction .

             The final line is :  "Ah yeah, do that" which is set case for "TRY" {to get straight ?}.... and so we have come "full circle".  

          

Miss Spent

                  In any analysis there's always speculation and conjecture, mostly based upon the reader's experiences.   My English Lit. Professor, Dr. Moynihan, use to discourage both speculation and conjecture by impressing upon us this :  "What did the AUTHOR write ?"   

          Certainly some time has elapsed in between Jagger's first observation = "A glass of wine in her hand" and the second = "In her glass was a bleeding man" .  He wrote that he went to a demonstration and after that to a drugstore ---- more than enough time for our 'heroine' to get her heroin .  

          Of troubling measure is Mr. Jimmy himself, who appears to Jagger to be SERIOUSLY ill -----After Jagger sings a song to him, Mr. Jimmy utters "...dead" ; at which point Jagger activates the refrain . What's THAT 'all about' ?

           And then there's the "demonstration" ... .

          

Miss Creant

                  It is the final stanza of "You Can't Always Get What You Want" that is the most difficult to address .  Jagger supplements his primary observation with, "In her glass was a bleeding man /  She was practiced at the art of deception / Well, I could tell by her blood stained hands ."  I mean, what happened to her "footloose man" ?   

           Seeing her "blood-stained hands" is the same as seeing a "bleeding man in her glass" --- here now, symbolism ONLY .   Evidently it was SHE who is responsible for the bleeding man in her glass --- his blood now visible [only to those that can See] on her hands .  I am hard-pressed to deem her accomplished, because if she were TRULY "practiced" would she then leave her hands unwashed ?  

            Is her "footloose man" a symbol for Heroin ?  From first stanza to last, has she gotten what she wanted, a "fix"  and has THAT been represented by "blood-stained hands" ???   Is her "art of deception" a one of self-delusion ( ? )  ---  getting HY and thinking no one can see ?   I'm GUESSING Jagger KNOWS she's a junkie--- BECAUSE he KNOWS her,, he knows when she is HY .  

            Still, Jagger uses her and her "condition" as an example of not getting what you want but instead getting what you need .   For me, this THIS is "tough sledding" .

           

Thursday, October 3, 2024

Miss Inclined

                    I WANT to Believe that Jagger is intent upon broadcasting his Song in an EFFORT to goad folks into an advantageous Condition DESPITE the REAL proximity of Failure be it abject or otherwise .   Shit ain't-gonna get done unless Effort is involved .   Any GUARANTEE of Reward must be "suspended" because of the True Nature not just of Effort but also of the True Nature of the Universe and of course, KARMA.   Jagger insists that Effort MUST-BE applied [to every task] .   Here, we must remember this :  
"It isn't the Goal that is TRULY Important, it's the Journey ".    This THIS MUST-BE applied to Effort as well and it looks-like this :   The Effort   >>> IS<<<    the Goal .  This THIS is certainly Wisdom, where Wisdom MEANS Spiritual COMMON SENSE .     


Miss Judge

                         We must wonder at the nature of "Mr. Jimmy" --- a person, Jagger observes, who..."looks pretty ill" .  Why was he entered as important component ?    After Jagger sings his song, Mr. Jimmy has but one word, and it is "dead" ---  this causes Mick to return with "You can't always get what you want (...) you get what you need".   Is Death part of that THAT ?   Does Mr. Jimmy 'need' to die ?   ...not buyin' it .

               I don't know if it's "safe" to assume that the "reception" was a >wedding< "reception" and the woman and her +1 were invited guests, {as was Jagger} .   When he caught sight of her she was having a glass of wine ---was that to calm her jittery nerves, a signal [as it were] of drug addiction (?) which is 'born out' by the addition of "I knew she was gonna meet her "connection" where "connection" is Old School for "The Pusher Man"  a drug dealer >>> {Coke, Heroin, etc.} .   Are we to then assume that she too is, "pretty ill" ?   I think so .   Here, the "footloose" man is not only her "+1" but a comrade-in-harms who is ne'er-do-well at best:  "footloose" as weary 'soul' or beggar as the case may be .  {It ISN'T 'safe to assume' that he too is an addict--- I'm-gonna assume it anyway.}   {{{She WANTS drugs----but GETS wine}}} {{{{too simplistic}}}} .

              What's REALLY goin' on here ?    

             

              

Miss Appropriate

                              Suppose the 'Effort' is only of secondary significance ?   Suppose the Primary Significance is in the word > "need" ?   "What you WANT" MAY not be, what you Need .   You may WANT a 'Wilson' tennis racket but you are 'getting' a 'Head' instead .   Why the fuck would anyone complain ?   What the Universe `gives` is NOT 'label' dependent .   Here's another :   you may WANT an ounce of Panama Red, but the Universe GIVES you a quarter ounce of Angel Dust ---no one in their RIGHT Mind is gonna cough-up condemnation,,,,,  no one .   Oh if Life was like THAT !!!

            

Miss Shapen

                             On the surface Jagger's words appear nothing more than a gentle prod,,, clearly Mick believes that if you DON'T "Try" you may or may not "get what you need" .  He's a champion of Effort .  I say, `Good for Mick` .

              We don't know the odds for success if Effort is applied ,  nor do we know what is to be expected if Effort is NOT applied .    Is this >It< now a thing of "Helter Skelter" (?) a random {seemingly chaotic} episode of Chance (?) --- if that is so, then trying or not trying is a "crap shoot"  where outcomes are governed by the haphazard "roll of the dice" .   I mean ,,, there's that .   Here, then, when thrown up a against a Cosmic Background, Life becomes a "crap shoot"  --- a game in which "Lady Luck" is the Ultimate and Supreme --- a Goddess of Fate, Karma and Destiny whose whim and fancy can determine both Success and Failure .    I confess ---   I'm no fan .  

Miss Phit

                              I had to Goggle the lyrics for "You Can't Always Get What You Want" ~~~ the stanza about Mr. Jimmy at the Chelsea drugstore was difficult to comprehend {for me}.   It's been bothering me for weeks now, mainly because I WANT this : "If you try, you{'ll} find, you get what you need ".   How great would that be if such were, in fact, a Cosmic Absolute --  a GUARANTEE of Reward for Effort ??  Sadly, no such luck .  

             Here's what remains :   "You can't always get what you want /  "But if you try >>>sometimes<<< you just [ MIGHT  ] find /   You get what you need."  

             Elsewhere, I have tagged Mick Jagger with "Zen Master" much the same way that I tagged Joan Didion as well ~~~ Artist whose SPECTACULAR  Zen remains unknown to both .   I WANT the Pop Culture to be recognized as a Source [if not Reservoir] of Spiritual Inspiration and Incentives --- you can see and feel how good it wood* be if WHENEVER you TRY you "get what you need".   We WANT Success to be the Result of SOLID Effort .  I mean shit, who DOESN'T want to Succeed after EVERY Effort  ???   I sure do .

            >>> IT<<<  does NOT "Work that way" as ALL of Us have routinely experienced .