Thursday, June 10, 2021

When in doubt PANIC !!

                                                                           Epilogue

I never thought I'd be here, not now, not EVA.  I always BELIEVED I would pull a "Leaving Las Vegas" the way Nicolas Cage did with such Dramatic BRILLIANCE.  Instead, Eye AM 'here', rite Now.  I've been running as hard as I am able--to AVOID the Fury and Bitterness I have deemed The Elixirs of Life and Immortality.  Every day I eat my own Liver and drink my own Bile, such is the nature of Universal Suffering.  

I wonder if Democracy, Bullet Brain Dead, can exist as Zombie-fied Apparition, capable of PHYSICAL Alteration.                                                      I doubt it.  


Rock Steady........Steady as She goes....

Death Nell

 Joe tried to Tell the World, "Democracy is Back".  LIE !!  All of Us here in AmeriKKKa KNOW that America is FIGHTING FOR ITS LIFE .   Democracy has been Resoundingly DEFEATED.  47 States have enacted or are in the Process of Enacting DEMOCRACY DENYING Voting Restrictions.  Yet there's Shadow Joe ether-realizing a World Dominance.  Here it is where Joe figures all he needs to do is Pay everybody's Rent and untie Nell from the Train Tracks and [then] all of Us can exist as "And they all lived Happily Ever After".  

It's INFURIATING to hear Joe whisper that Democracy is Under Threat of Extinction.  Joe NEEDS to ENTER THE FRAY with Weapons of Ferocity.  He NEEDS-TO NAME NAMES and CONFRONT the Tyrannical MINORITY with the UNFORGIVING Tenacity of a Pit Bull BITCH protecting her pups.  His triangulatory efforts to involve the Media as Therapeutic Communication Agent has generated "No Result Found".  

Dudley Do-Do Right

 Elsewhere I wrote that It AINT enough to 'get your shit together'--you-gotta KEEP it together"----I confess I have NOT been able to reside in my own shit.  Since my Sword Master >>Exited<< everyday I feel as if this day MAY be my Last and therefore, I gotta leave behind GARGANTUAN Effort.  Ridiculous, I know Still >>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>.........................

I have EXTREME Difficulty watching and listening to Shadow Joe Once Was.  All I can see and hear is him DESPERATELY Trying to be "Dudley Do-Right" of the Royal Canadian Mounties.  His oblique OBSESSION with RESCUING Miss America his "Damsel In Distress" >>  Nell Fenwick by Name <<  is manifested within his "I know you can't Pay The Rent" [as Snidely Whiplash maligns "But you MUST Pay the Rent"] So I'LL Pay Your Rent" --- is, in Actuality, in Psychological Terms, his unwitting Attempt at his OWN Unification>>> to Rescue HIMSELF from the Ravages of Universal Suffering, [itself COMMENDABLE by ANY Standards both Societal and Civilizational], thereby effecting Wholeness.

It's the "Damsel in Distress" thing that's morbidly irksome.

Eye Yam

 We CANNOT forget how trump Presented HIS SELF >>> as the Greatest DEAL MAKER OF ALL TIME.  The ONLY  "Deals"  trump gave us were of the Savagely RAW nature.  It was one fucking RAW DEAL after another.  In the End  King Deal Maker was seen as a fucking Universal JOKE.  This THIS was the Past GLAMORIZED as MYTHICAL PRESENT.  Trump was MAGA-NIFICENTLY Successful>>>  Folks WANTED TO BELIEVE.

Now Joe is perpetrating the SAME KIND OF "DEAL"  "Bet on ME, I'll set you Free".  Both offer the IDENTICAL Salvation, an America of Utopian Standards and Principles, these are all the SAME except for their Mark-ed Differences.  Either Way it's Two Senile Geriatrics vying for a Socio-Political Landscape in which they can run Wild, Naked and Free >>>as Mister America.

America as the Great  "I AM".

Even MORE of Absolute NOTHING

 Joe's wanton Self-Delusion allows him to present himself as "The Same Old Joe" that could bend the Wills of Adversaries and lean them toward HIS "I know Better" Volition.  Here it is where the PAST manufactures an Identity that cloaks Present Indemnity, meaning, Joe's senilic INSISTENCE that he can "Get the job done" thereby GUARANTEEING a Future of Care and Nurture via the ACA and "JOBS-JOBS-JOBS" is Presented as Defining Characteristic of HIS Conception of Whole-istic Socio-Political Fundamentalism.  

Joe aint "All THAT".  

Whore Shit and Anderings

 Biden stood before the World Order claiming "America is Back".  It's whore-shit of course.  The 3rd, 4th and 5th Worlds can (and should) openly Mock America's Return with "Folks who live in glass houses shouldn't throw stones."  Biden's Geriatric Frailty may be included in the Perception that Joe is so fucking OLD he can't see straight>> nor can he manage 'Level' or Plumb'.  Joe's Psyche is rife with Past ME-anderings and visions of Fairy Plums and Rainbow Multi-corns.  He has always coveted standing before the World as MIGHTY JOE BIDEN and now that he is a Shadow of His Former Self, resplendent with the World's Most Costly Military, he ACTUALLY stands beside himself AS his own Shadow.  When Joe claims that "America can do ANYTHING", he is ACTUALLY proclaiming his OWN,   MAGA-maniacal DELUSION.  

Fury

                                                                       Prologue

I awoke into a Consciousness receiving Strata Origin-ed Significance from Galaxy Central---I gotta tell ya, it was fucking IRRITATING.  There was-gonna-be no Return to sleep, not even a CHANCE. I got into the Cave and listened to the Live Stream.  Ongoing Analysis of Biden's Performance was intentionally "piggy-backed" on my Ongoing (2 month old) Misery.  Separate Waves, as it were, both boring into my Depth Perception resulting in an almost Demonic Possession manifested as scathing Cynicism and Arrogant Contempt which, in turn, shackles me with a morbid, Sci-Fi Despondency that relegates Good Intention to half-assed half-heartedness.  Here, it SEEMS much Better to simply RUN AWAY, rather then Confront the Demons that have plagued me throughout my entire life.  It's unfortunate that I choose to Bask in Self-Loathing---but I actually get thing DONE when Fury is expressed as "You must sublimate your Rage".