I'm gonna leave this here, I'm gonna-go have some rice and fresh Kim Chee, seaweed soup with bean paste, then, I'm gonna 'settle in' to finish the 125 pages that remain in Shoshana's MASTERPIECE.
To reside in Beauty, fully content.
Rock Steady........Steady as She goes....
I will speak of 'Residing In Truth' where 'Truth' IZ Beauty. And Here, not Only is Truth >> Beauty ~~~ Beauty IZ Reality. Here, also, Reality IZ Existence and so Existence IZ Beauty. Reality, therefore becomes Beauty AS Existence. Existence IZ Beautiful >> FULL of Beauty.
I will speak of Residing IN each Bird Call, as if to DECIPHER Its 'Code of Existence'. As the Crow signals REALITY with each, "Caw, Caw, Caw", proclaiming "The Truth Is Just Like This" >> I have been 'locked-in' and I mean INFINITELY > Locked-fucking-IN, so much so that I dare not move, I breathe through my BODY, tingling with Sensation, SATURATED with Reality.
Oh my oh my oh my .......................
I must supplement Shoshana's Beauty with the Status Quo LUXURY of Kahlil Gibran and the "Avant-Garde Futurism" of my Islamic Mentor of Arabic Zen Sword Sufism >> Rumi . They would not Hesitate to Impose the Word > Perfection < into the PRISTINE Scene of Shoshana's Work-Space Delirium nor would they exclude 'Reverie' from the Description of Pre-Writing Disposition. "Been There" -------live There.
Generally, "Authorial Intrusion" is `committed` only when the Author MUST Guarantee that his or her FEELINGS are generated as ABSOLUTE Expression, a Heart and SOUL Manifestation of Writer and Story Enmeshment, the one of "Mutual Interpenetration". Here, the ESSENCE of both the Story and the Author are Revealed as a `Kind-of` 'Confession', the one of, "There just aint no words to fucking DESCRIBE this 'scene', so I GOTTA Step In to give you gize the REAL." I know Enough to Search-Out these "Authorial Intrusions", they render a Particular 'Truth" that CANNOT be Ignored, given the Depth Quality of Core and Inner Being `Sensation`.
I would never think to lay bare my daily rituals WITHOUT sarcasm, contempt and a grandiose denigration of my EGO-Self, the one that is Noble ONLY in Intention and Surmise. Just so you know, the Rituals GIVE me Literary Life AND they double as the so-called "Experience of Enlightenment" Identified by Those Devoted to the Bodhisattva 'Manjushri'. Here, as Image, Manjushri is iconographically depicted with a rasied 'Sword of Wisdom' in one outstretched arm, while his other holds the Sacred 'Heart Sutra'. I lay claim to brandishing REAL Life and Death Sword as well as`Sword as Pen`, the one of The Arabic Buddhist Zen Sword Sufi who extols, "The Ink of Scholars is more Valuable than the Blood of Martyrs". I want that. I want to be that guy.
"I wake early. The day begins before I open my eyes. My mind is in motion. Words and sentences have streamed through my dreams, solving problems on yesterday's pages. The first work of the day is to retrieve those words that lay open a puzzle. Only then am I ready to awaken my senses. I try to discern each bird call in the symphony outside my windows : the phoebe, redwing, blue jay, mockingbird, woodpecker, finch, starling, and chickadee. Soaring above all their songs are the cries from the geese over the lake. I splash warm water on my face, drink cool water to coax my body into alertness, and commune with our dog in the still silent house. I make coffee and bring it into my study, where I settle into my desk chair, call up the screen, and begin. I think. I write these words and imagine you reading them. I do this every day of every week--as I have for several years--and likely I will continue to do so for one or two years to come."
There it is, rite there. The Capitol Building wasn't just the Symbol of Democracy and by Attribution America;; IT WAS A SYMBOL OF THEIR >>>>>>>>>LIVES<<<<<<<<<<<<. Now the Insurrection can make Sense ON A PSYCHOLOGICAL Level -------- . The Instances and Nuances of a Migrational ALIEN INVASION and a SLAVE INSURRECTION had to be countered by an INSURGENCY that DEMANDED Full Force Initiative and PATRIOTIC AGENCY if Victory was to be achieved. Here it is where Folks BELIEVE their Lives HAVE BEEN STOLEN !!!!!!!!!!!!!
IT WAS NEVER ABOUT THE DESTRUCTION OF THE CAPITOL BUILDING
IT WAS ABOUT THE DESTRUCTION OF THEIR LIVES.
IT WAS NEVER ABOUT A STOLEN ELECTION.
IT WAS ALWAYS ABOUT THEIR LIVES BEING STOLEN.
For this I FEEL for them.
Consider.
Rock Steady........steady as She goes....
