My Cousin Gerry posted-up "Hey Coz, what are you doing ?" His query sent me into a "tale spin". Besides fending off Death from X-Radiation and mutating into The Thing That Couldn't Wipe Its Own Ass, I've been busy elevating my BP to OFF THE SCALE, mainly because I'm scared shit about dying BEFORE I "get my House in order" ---THAT'S what I've been doing, getting outside and taking advantage of a March-that-seems-like-April--- i.e., getting my "House" my BRAIN/MIND in from "Out Of Order".
Last year it wasn't until the SECOND week of MAY that allowed for extended Outdoor Functioning. It went from Winter to Summer :: Demeter, Hades Mistress /Wife, Nowhere to be found here among the Living. Now that I'm gonna die soon, I'd rather meet Death with my boots on, chainsaw in hand. I say "soon" the Doc gave me about 10 years or so, if I'm lucky. it was Chance that infected me with prostate cancer to begin with --- I'm no fan of Luck.
Either way the Clock is ticking, my Time is running out.
Wednesday, March 20, 2019
Friday, March 8, 2019
...rites & worngs...
I have no intention of abandoning the Stephen who rites all the weird shit about the World and Political Realities. I am-gonna temper that stuff with REAL stuff so you Kidz don't get bored silly. I know I'm great at the Ordinary Crap, the stuff of ego defilement and self deprecation but NOW I'm NOT gonna askew the Stuff that defines and scribes my "circumference". That means I'm not gonna-be afraid of taking PRIDE in "being on the Streets" as a lowly Garbage Man in North Attleborough, Massachusetts, of delivering groceries for Bob Charles Trans in-and-on the Streets of Boston. Street after street, gutter after gutter, short cuts and alleys ~~~~~
Internet Access is fucking with me --- time to leave this.... .
Rock steady........steady as She goes....
Internet Access is fucking with me --- time to leave this.... .
Rock steady........steady as She goes....
Stephenwolf
What I DON'T want to do is record my every Death thought and Life malfeasance. I don't believe they have a place in Polite Society - - What I want to make CERTAIN is that I give you stuff that's "Tried and True", shit that has withstood the "Test of Time", and found to be "Combat Worthy". Zen Masters are "Empty Mirrors", sort of, and in This, it would be AWESOME if you Kidz were to see yourself in my written images.
On one of my scraps of paper I found this ::: When you know yourself you immediately recognize your Self in others ---at that instant---you know them.
Authors like my Hero and Mentor, Hermann Hesse, reveal their Entireties to the World, in an effort of Self Expression, that is their Essence, but this profound Self Expression MANIFESTS as Road Map for the Journey of Life.
Hesse "saved" me from my Life. He validated and affirmed my Worst AND my Best. His Road Map was valid early in my Life and It has Proven Reliability.
Hesse "gave" me Jungian Psychology and the I Ching. I am what I am because of HIS Direction.
On one of my scraps of paper I found this ::: When you know yourself you immediately recognize your Self in others ---at that instant---you know them.
Authors like my Hero and Mentor, Hermann Hesse, reveal their Entireties to the World, in an effort of Self Expression, that is their Essence, but this profound Self Expression MANIFESTS as Road Map for the Journey of Life.
Hesse "saved" me from my Life. He validated and affirmed my Worst AND my Best. His Road Map was valid early in my Life and It has Proven Reliability.
Hesse "gave" me Jungian Psychology and the I Ching. I am what I am because of HIS Direction.
Mary Jane sez "HY"...
I got "hy" the other day, thanks to Nurse Mary Jane Putsout, it was the first time since learning I have Cancer cells growing on my prostate and I have MAYBE 5 to Ten years to live. I didn't know what to expect, whether or not I would be SUPER-bummed-out, or simply morbidly melancholic ::: it WAS weird at first but somehow I settled into a Hy that IZ the Surfacing of Creative Energies ~~~ I write when I'm Hy but not THIS stuff. I don't want to ruin the Hy by working at this keyboard~~~ that ISN'T where the BEST Energies reside. Listening to Music is PHYSICAL experiential Samadhi that ACTUALIZES a kinetic FOCUS on Vibrations. "This" causes Stimulation that OPENS your Mind to Universal "Activity", Cosmic Wave-lengths,, that can be recorded by pen to paper. I enter them in my Book of Cosmic Revelations... I USETA just scratch them on my legal pads but now I have like 70,000 such pads and NOW I consider each scratch and scrawl a GEM~~~ THAT'S why I've turned to using real journals. EZ access ... .
Sunday, March 3, 2019
Greetings from Birth
I gotta leave this here.
Tomorrow I learn if my prostate and I have to declare war on Cancer.
We have a lot to do whether or not the prognosis is Positive or Negative.
Right how I gotta eat and get reddy for "Johnny Sokko and His Flying Robot" followed by Fareed Zakaria's "Global Public Square".
Rock steady........steady as She goes....
Tomorrow I learn if my prostate and I have to declare war on Cancer.
We have a lot to do whether or not the prognosis is Positive or Negative.
Right how I gotta eat and get reddy for "Johnny Sokko and His Flying Robot" followed by Fareed Zakaria's "Global Public Square".
Rock steady........steady as She goes....
...rub-ture...
What I am concerned with is the "Perfect Storm" ::: Failure to be aware of the PSYCHOLOGICAL Ramifications of Political Mythology, the inability to understand the true nature of Democratic Socialism, (Socialism's Essence), and the resistance to and FEAR of the Ascendency of Female AUTHORITY.
The Empire of Democracy has withered with age, to its now barely FEEBLE Grotesque. My HERO, Arnold Toynbee, would insist such decay and degeneration is the result of a LACK of "Creative Energy", Energy that closely parallels "blood transfusions". Here now the Youthful Energy of O.C, and her ARMY of Millenials, those that "grew up" with Obama's Political Maternalism, that of the Affordable Care Act, AKA "Obama-Cares". In a perfect "Sense", these Kidz were "brought up" with Socialism, a Socialism circumference-ly described by Democracy. It can be argued, and I'm GONNA argue it, O.C. is a NEEDED transfusion into the Democratic Body Politic of FRESH BLOOD. It is SOCIALIST Blood....... .
"Aye, there's the rub."
The Empire of Democracy has withered with age, to its now barely FEEBLE Grotesque. My HERO, Arnold Toynbee, would insist such decay and degeneration is the result of a LACK of "Creative Energy", Energy that closely parallels "blood transfusions". Here now the Youthful Energy of O.C, and her ARMY of Millenials, those that "grew up" with Obama's Political Maternalism, that of the Affordable Care Act, AKA "Obama-Cares". In a perfect "Sense", these Kidz were "brought up" with Socialism, a Socialism circumference-ly described by Democracy. It can be argued, and I'm GONNA argue it, O.C. is a NEEDED transfusion into the Democratic Body Politic of FRESH BLOOD. It is SOCIALIST Blood....... .
"Aye, there's the rub."
The Greatness That WAS Babylon
Pelosi has some problems---one of which is SHE'S FREAKING OLD. She has within her Psyche elements of a ravaged Paternalism which is manifested as "Athena" Complexities, one of THEM is a Devotion to What-Once-Was , what I'm gonna call "The Greatness That Was Babylon". Her blind insistence that "Impeachment is NOT to be considered" DEFINES her as AGE-ED and OUT-OF-TOUCH with THE Revolutionary Tactical MANDATE, the one where you GOTTA kill the snake by SLASHING OFF ITS HEAD !
Enter Alexandria Ocasio-Coetez , the "O.C" as I like to tag ---and here now a TRUE "Daughter of the Revolution". Where Pelosi is a MOTHER, birthed herself by ANCIENT Revolutionary Democracy ---she has "given birth" to the O.C. who, at this stage of her life, is constellating Will-full RESISTANCE to Maternal Over-Bear, the one where O.C. QUESTIONS Matriarchal Power with an eye that SHE, can wield the Revolutionary Sword of Joan d'Arc with YOUTHFUL Vehemence, RELEVANCE and POWER. I stand, Sword in hand, by O.C.'s side.
Enter Alexandria Ocasio-Coetez , the "O.C" as I like to tag ---and here now a TRUE "Daughter of the Revolution". Where Pelosi is a MOTHER, birthed herself by ANCIENT Revolutionary Democracy ---she has "given birth" to the O.C. who, at this stage of her life, is constellating Will-full RESISTANCE to Maternal Over-Bear, the one where O.C. QUESTIONS Matriarchal Power with an eye that SHE, can wield the Revolutionary Sword of Joan d'Arc with YOUTHFUL Vehemence, RELEVANCE and POWER. I stand, Sword in hand, by O.C.'s side.
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