I'm writing today our of Guilt, Unworthiness, Sluggery, (that's the Art of Being a Slug), and because I CAN'T go outside to task the property because THERE'S SNOW ON THE GROUND and technically WINTER HAS ARRIVED. There's also the deal that I have a NEW eye. Yesterday Dr. David Rivera ultrasounded my cataract, vacuumed it, and then inserted a lens that made my vision 20-20. For the first time in my LIFE I can see. Come to discover, the World AIN'T dingy and moldy, it's bizarrely CLEAN and BRITE. But that ain't why I'm here doing this NOW.
I missed Marc Fortin's Birthday cuz I was so fucked-up with the Mess of Life that is the OPPOSITE of Messianic - - - Messy-Ironic is a better grasp. I USED-TO miss Dave Gallogly's Birthday cuz I had HIM set-up to take on my Son-I've-Only-Seen-Once's Birthday which is August 14th. Dave's is August FOURTH. I'm completely "no-good" with Names, when it comes to B-days "4-ged-about-it". It ain't like some folks who are born on Christmas Day, like my father was. How you gonna forget THAT ?
I have some Urgency which I must expound --- today's the Day.
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