It's fucked-up that I will NOT `feel` `ok` until [unless] I put something up onto this screen . Thing is I have nothing planned except to wallow in self-pity and woe-is-me fantasia . It's PATHETIC -- of THAT I am well aware .
Moses started "painting in earnest" when she was 78 ! I figured I had her beat if I began `writing` "in earnest" at 72 . I figured I had a library of info all stored and ready to go ~~~ come to find out it's nothing more than an open cesspool of helter-skelter riff-raff only somewhat important to me . "Go figure" .
I sure wood* like to blame Someone Else for my own intellectual depravity and artist malfeasance ----sadly I cannot .
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