The Punch List

Emily Dickinson poems the Pebble on the Path, who "...fulfills Absolute Decree with Casual Simplicity".  The Crucial Word iz "fulfills", i.e., Fulfillment .

Is THAT "what we're looking for" >>  Fulfillment ?     Could be.

My 'Immediates' have complained, "You could have a freaking ZILLION Dollars, and you STILL  wouldn't be Happy."

I wish that were not true.

Here's a clue >>>

"I will not enter Nirvana until ALL Sentient Beings attain Enlightenment."

Noble or INSANE ????

Questions 67 and 68

Linda Ronstadt bemoans, "I never thought I was any good.  There WERE certain bars, where I achieved Satisfaction, but never an Entire Song." 

She never found what she was looking for.

So now You gotta ask, "What the fuck you lookin' for ?"--and its ancillary--"WHY ?" .

Good Questions------both.

Land Of The Cost

The 2nd 'cut' on U2's "The Joshua Tree" is titled, "I Still Haven't Found What I'm Looking For".  It is a vibrantly haunting dereliction of Abstract Purity, the Purity being the Acknowledgment of Failure.  Bono cloaks his Search as Existential Abnormality, hiding his Concern that he SHOULD have "found" what he was looking for a WAAAY Long Time Ago.  Bono is no mere 'gifted' Poet.  He is a supremely 'advanced' Visionary--- a One of MASSIVE 'Success', a(n) One of Generational Voice and Universal Awareness.  He HAS attained Cosmic Consciousness--his Lyrics are PROOF, yet there is this Confession of Abject Failure, made brilliantly Beautiful by Ghost Blessings. 

He laments not just of Failure, Human Failure, his Lament is Sorrow-stricken.

After all his Success, here he is, in a Wasted Time Land.

"Pressure Sensitive"

I'm at the end of it.  I'm gonna take a Shower and dissolve.

Yesterday I "lugged" a Boulder until it was up-against Another.  3 Tons of  Steel Cable Pull wasn't enough to Persuade further movement.  Now what ?   I got 1 Ton Screw Jack that was Once Upon A Time on the Side of the Road, and gained about an eighth of an inch of verticallity.  I fetched the 4 foot Pry Bar and added almost half an inch.  As I stood applying pressure I wondered What the fuck good does THIS do ?  The Bite was too strong for any kind of slide. 

A l------o-------n-------g Time ago I picked up 2 steel 'plates'.  They looked as if they could be useful.  They measured only 5 X 8 but So What ?

I got them, applied pressure and place one between the Stones. 

Guess what happened.


Rock Steady........steady as She goes....

Clear Fear

I just opened the front door.  It's pouring in a cotton candy fog.

Before I began I had worked myself uP into a Sci Fi Frenzy.  I was all set to marshal the Forces of Asimov, Herbert, Stappleton, Heinlein, Clark, Bradbury and Verne, just to name a few of my FAVS, in order to validate The Future of A.I and the Demise of Human Industry.  Specifically, what are Humans to 'do' when Robots do EVERYTHING ?   Technically, there won't BE any "Work".  Everyone will sit at home, locked into NOTHING.  That's where we are now. 

Then again, THAT didn't make the Sense I wanted it "to make" except for the "Stay At Home And Do Nothing" Forecast. 

Aint no Sci Fi Genius gonna account for the Imbecility of Present Day American Extreme-Ism, the one that DEFIES 'Planning' and regales "Just Do It".  You Kidz KNOW to what I am referring >>>Returning to Work under Contamination Auspices. 

In the same EXACT "Way" that the Shelter In Place Command was issued, WITHOUT ANY CONSIDERATION FOR UTMOST REALITY, now the Gov blares "ALL CLEAR" where "All Clear" is code for "Fuck You, We Don't Care If You Get Infected and DIE."

Calm-Mendations

I was FURIOUS when Government "Officials" commanded "Shelter-In-Place" BEFORE Adequate Measures were taken to secure Subsistence Provisions.  The V----A----S----T Majority of Citizens live from paycheck to paycheck and, what's worse, do NOT have Savings for a Rainy Day much less a Biblical FLOOD. 

It WASN'T as if -- ALL OF A SUDDEN--Our House caught Fire and we had to FLEE without clothes or pajamas.  It was more like the Titanic's Other Ending, the one where L-----O-----N-----G  Range RADAR detected the Ice-Berg > but the Captain, Captain trump < REFUSED to acknowledge the RADAR and instead, issued "All Is Well" calm-mendations. 

Can you see IT ?

Who's afraid of the Big Bad Goof ?

Those of us here in America have been acutely and PAINFULLY Aware of trump's Advance of Moronicism ...  Political Cruelty resulting.  New adjectives are needed to augment 'Inadequacy' and 'Ineptitude'.  I warned you Gize that if trump got elected he would introduce the New Dark Age, replete with Hatred of Science and Ignorance as Virtue.  Now, it would appear, that because of HIM, the Entire Planet, at least the Northern Hemisphere, is being consumed by Plague.  Please misunderstand me >>>  Trump IZ the Plague. 

...plagued...

Since I do NOT trust myself to STAY 'On topic', I'm gonna supply the Ending now.

Here is the Ending >>

'Globalization'   IZ   the Plague Pandemic. 

It was too 'Slow Moving' to recognize, and here, 'Slow Moving' is code for Invisible Velocity.  One Minute we're "in" the Industrial Revolution, the next SECOND, Global Citizens are bouncing texts off a satellite.  One Minute we're "in" the 'Great Society', the next SECOND, Global Citizens are Rioting for Jobs. 

"IT" all has to do with JOBS, and The Function of Global Governments.

Globalization has put MILLIONS Out Of Work
So too has the Plague.

...whispered screams...

I've teased you Kidz with the Guilt Admission that, as BIG Head of the Milky Way, it was I who generated the Plague Pandemic--I had my Reasons, ALL of which were based upon Selfish Desires, Abstract Vengeance and Ritualistic Instinctuality.  I may never concede "Abuse of Power", since the Universe saw to it to put me in Power to begin with, I'm the Chosen One.  With Power comes Responsibility,  no WAY I'm gonna accept THAT >>> here, trump and I are no different.  BUT <<<
As I lie still the Universe whispered to me.  It was disconcerting, and "It" drove me to sit before this Screen. 

Here is that Whispered Secret >>>>>>>>>>>>

We are Living the Future.

Rocks in his Head

I awoke from a dream in which the Death People were "after" me.  Oddly, (or not), they wanted to orgy with me but then kill me.  It wuz a whole new Level of What The Fuck.  I relieved myself and returned to bed---it was only 1:30 a.m.--but I was suspicious.  Tentatively I asked the Universe what It wanted.  This isn't the time of year to sacrifice an entire day, which is what I'd have to do in order to full-fill the Universe's Demands.  However, the Forecast calls for Rain all day,, I moved BIG Rock Yesterday,,,, so I'm in decent shape,,,,,well ahead of Spring Planting Protocol, indeed, the potatoes were planted yesterday !!!!

Since the Plague Pandemic I've resigned to get off and STAY Off the so-called "Pity Pot" and, instead, offer a Daily dose of the severest Insanity, my Artistic Delusion, that I can realign the Vertebrae of a Dragon / Dinosaur-- and in so doing >> Capture Cosmic Energies, that I may Heal myself of Psychic Deformities and Mental >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>Obstructions.  Technically it's "The Great Escape", a "Running Away" from ritualistic Fury, the Froth and Drool of Political Seizures. 

I'm not a well man, as, my Daily Output is nothing less than a Comic Strip of an Aging Swordsman gone the Way of Releasing Infinity an eighth of an inch at a Time.  My Latest Delusion is that BIG Rock has within it, Time.

Anybody see THAT coming ?

Bamboozled

I'm dwarfed by my own Creation.  Was it Nietzsche who snarled, "If God is So Strong, can He then create a Stone He cannot lift ?"    Wise Guy or Fucking ASSHOLE, ?  You "make the call".

I had a Dream last Nite.  I was in a Bamboo Forest trying to Teach the Fighting In A Bamboo Forest Form.  What wuz ridiculously EZ for me wuz BLINDINGLY EXASPERATING for my charges.  They couldn't see the Bamboo for the Bamboo, they were Bamboozled.

I awoke exhausted.

The Grass must be Mowed, the borders Line Trimmed.  "Mystery upon Mystery, The Gateway of the Manifold Secrets."


Rock steady........steady as She goes....

King Shit

Had I the Talent, I could describe how jacking a 4 Ton Rock into Position is DIRECTLY related to describing how the New England and East Coast Governors are 'acting-like' the Continental Congress, The Consortium of Colonies, whose Political Opposition CONDEMNED The British Dictator King George, [George of the Jungle].  Here it is where I impose my Imagination upon my Readers by declaring trump >>  King.  I must further convey Street and Gutter Proclamation, i.e, trump is King Shit. 

Geomancer Sorcery does NOT translate into a Political Mysticism, at least, I am no such Translator.  The MOST I can do is offer the Clarity of my Imagination Vision, and set it upon Political Reality as an 'overlay' to add depth to superficial advisory.  The 'Clarity' is the outcome of tedious Extravagance.  I indulge in the Luxury of BEING >>> That's the One where I ask the Rock for Wisdom and the Rock responds with The Invitation to Ultimate Drudgery what for me is Mystical Sensation. 

Make no mistake here Kidz, Mystical Sensation IZ  "Emptiness", where Emptiness is the Fertile Magnificent.  I become King IT.

Written in Stoned

I have tried to express, with Rationality, the Nature of  'Escape Into Enlightenment' ~~  the DESIRE to avoid Academic Confrontation with Political Reality, by Entering the Realm of   '270' Freedom, that of Rock Souls and Geomancy 'Manipulation'.  This 'residence' in 'Make Believe' is, in Psychological Actuality, the Realm of COSMIC Intelligence, what we here on Earth recognize as "Imagination".  Facts by themselves, do NOT offer Understanding, nor can they;  in that alone, they  manifest a Scientific Sterility that denies Apprehension and somehow defies Awareness.  However, if you introduce Imagination to Facts, the use (and abuse) of Imagination in the forms of Simile and Metaphors, then not only is Comprehension nearby but 'Grasping' is literally "At Hand".  This 'THIS' is awarded "Insight" and IT somehow transcends Understanding by providing Mental RELIEF.  The Mind of OBSESSIVE Curiosity, is quieted by The Knowledge of Knowing.  I strive for this 'Knowing'.

Read Dwarf

The Truth iz, I get 'dwarfed'.  How can the Dictator of the Milky Way 'get' 'dwarfed' ?  EZ.   You wanna figure that with an EGO the Size Of The Known And UNKNOWN Universes, that Ego Dissolution should NOT be a factor, after all my God, God Zilla, ROUTINELY asks for my Opinion.
I govern as best I can >>  by not doing a fucking Thing.  But this "Not doing" does NOT mean that
Nothing gets done, it means that Unconscious and Sub-Conscious 'Desires' are actually made manifest~~ as I have tried to record.  I confessed ==  I 'brought about' the Plague bc of most HIDEOUS Selfishness.  Stopping The World is just a First 'Step' in an 8-Fold Sequence of Cosmic Illumination.  I live in DIVINE Contradictions    >>>>>   <<<<<<<  Most of the BEST Gods DO.

The Rule in Cruel

Jesus the God delivered the Resurrection to relieve Humankind of its Fear of Eternal Death.  However, Jesus the Man did NOT "leave behind" a Platform for Inter-Gender Equality.  There is a Parallel in Islam, the One where Mohammed's Divinity was manifested in the Qur'an but Mohammed the MAN did NOT "leave behind" ANY Trajectory for POLITICAL Gender Equality.  Woody Allen snarks, "Science is just an Intellectual DEAD-END" so too Christianity and Islamism --both devoid of Evolutionary Advancement.

It gets worse.

The Catholic Church is rife with Sexual Perversion.  Islam is rife with Terrorism.  You can't miss it.

God-ism was WEAPONIZED in order to facilitate Male >ANIMAL<  Instinctuality.  Women , by Definition, are Incapable of 'Divine' Cruelty, the One of Savagery and Barbarism.  Theirs is a Realm of Maternal Sanctity, the One of "ALL Life is Sacred".

Humankind NEEDS a Reformation !


Rock Steady........steady as She goes....

Core Ruption

Jesus's Decision, to have His Teaching rendered by Males, was, by Definition, POLITICAL.  The Best "Way" to have His Word delivered was by using Males, who could travel freely, safe from Thieves and Road Criminality.  Women would encounter far more Hardship as DANGER.  Thus, it made "Sense" to Foundation His Authority upon Male Fundamentalism.   Here, I argue, was also the Foundation of Church PERVERSION >>>  Male POLITICAL Authority to direct Spiritual Trajectory, a Trajectory that did NOT Promote Female Spiritual Rectitude.  His Teaching had a better chance of Survival in the Hands of Socially Protected Males. 

You can smell it rite ?

The stench of nascent Corruption.

God the Mother

There is some Scholastic Reporting that Mary Magdalene was pregnant with Jesus's Child and was at risk of being captured by Local Authorities and subsequently condemned to Death.  It is believed that she was secreted away --WAAAAY  Away, to France, of all Places, where she gave Birth.  Here it is that She was Consecrated as the so-called "Black Madonna" ~~~~ but that's a Myth to be addressed at Another Time.

The Politics of Gospel Propagation begins NOT with Peter, Paul, Luke, Matthew and John, nor ANY of the other "Apostles", but instead with Roman WOMEN  >> True Believers <<  who opened their Homes weekly, to celebrate WHAT THEY HAD HEARD OF HIS TEACHING.  You can well Imagine that News of the Resurrection spread like FIRE up through Northern Africa, across the Mediterranean to Italy where Women were being treated NOT as Male Equals but as so much chattel.  "All are EQUAL in the Eyes of God" wrought POWER into  Female "Industries". 

It was WOMEN who proselytized under THEIR OWN DISCRETION, and to THEIR Internal Spiritual Intuitions, who, only MUCH Later, received the Letters that seemed to UNDO their Spiritual Sovereignty. 

Nihil Bile

"It" was the Beginning Of The End for Christianity---"It" being the POLITICAL Dynamic of Gospel Propagation.  When Mary returned to bring The GOOD NEWS of the FATHER and His SON, the Others could NOT hide their RANCOROUS OUTRAGE.  They snarled, "Do you mean to tell US that Jesus revealed the TRUTH to You, a WOMAN , but kept It hidden from US ?"   Mary tried to counter with, "What the fuck DIFFERENCE does THAT  make ????" 

Her words were as Pearls before swine. 

Proud Mary

Mary Magdalene did NOT recognize the Holiest Arisen.  Apparently Jesus had undergone a PHYSICAL metamorphosis during His "Transition" from Death to Life.  Theories abound.  It may be that His Earthly body could NOT have been capable of accepting His Full God Status---that Earthly Corporeality was too Impure to receive the Power of Everlasting Life.  Indeed, there is this vitally critical but almost LAUGHABLE Moment when the Newly Arisen beacons, "Mary, it's ME".  Mary, Wife of Jesus and Daughter of God The Father, recognizes His VOICE first, Her Vision Clears, and She is the able to recognize His ESSENCE. 

Can you IMAGINE ????   I cannot.

Purgatory Purge

According to the Myth, When Jesus left His Body, He did NOT ascend to sit at the Right Hand of His Father.  Instead,  He went to (a) 'Purgatory' wherein lie the Patriarchs of the Past.  These Saints, Rabbis, Teachers and Scholars also did not die and enter the Realm of Heaven.  In a sense they could not because they retained the Sins of Humankind, they had NOT received the Teaching of Jesus the Christ, they were NOT "Saved" and COULD not be Saved without Jesus.  I must confess, that 'That' is troubling. 

They were "laid to rest"-sorta- and their Souls were put into a Spiritual Coma.  Iconographic depictions have them WITH their Bodies INTACT, however, NOT in serious decomposition.
Artists have chosen to depict them in a Realm of Glorious---Dream Free---Slumber.  My favorite has Jesus, resplendent in Royal Robes, gently touching the shoulders of the Mighty, lovingly arousing them to Awakening. 

The Sin in Cynical

It seems impossible that we would be celebrating Easter amidst the mildest of Plague Pandemic Carnage ~~~yet here we are.  I awoke at 1:30 a.m. into Easter Communications, my Effort to reside in Jesus, sorta, the Jesus of the Resurrection, the One of Rebirth, Renewal and Regeneration.  I want to pass along some Knowledge of His Where-Abouts and Happenings because they are Infinitely Miraculous and I BELIEVE.  Here it is where Zen's "BIG 3", those of "Great Faith, Great Question and Great Courage" are in harmony with Biblical Inference, the One in Which Higher Order Reasoning gives Deference to the Science of Spirituality, the Science of Quantum Physics, the One where The Realm of the Invisible generates a Belief Field,  a Multi-Dimensional Dynamic, a(n) One that describes and explains Miracles with the Universal Authority of Cynical Tautology. 

It may be said that I put the Sin in Cynical.

Rock of Rages

...it's this deal where we PRAISE the Medical Army for executing its HUMANITARIAN DUTY  -- Rightly So  of course.  They have been FEARLESS in their Battlefield Combat DESPITE seemingly clandestine inscrutability of Federal Ineptitude. 

You know what I want ?  I want the Media Forces to ACT in response to the Prevailing Battlefield Conditions and execute THEIR Duties with the FERVOR and SPIRITUAL Commitment of the Medical Army. 

Excoriation, Vilification and Castigation should be the "Order of the Day" EVERY Day, in order to "Counter" trump's daily "I AM THE GREATEST" Propagandal 'Re-Elect ME' Scandal. 

The War RAGES and so too should the Media.


Rock steady........steady as She goes....

Pandemonium

We learned that not only is trump FAILING at Command and Control but he is directing FEMA to act as AGENT for PRIVATE INDUSTRY, get this, to SECURE PPE, Respirators and Ventilators to be stockpiled by PRIVATE Corporations so that THEY can continue to EXTORT State Medical Facilities with HIGHEST BIDDER Atrocities. 

This means OUR TAX MONIES are being used to supply PRIVATE INDUSTRIES so that they can sell US   OUR OWN   Equipment and Ventilators. 

NOT ONE Media Nit Wit "picked up" on this Captain OBVIOUS Outrage. 

You combine THAT with Captain Crozier's Dismissal and you get ME ranting and raving in Furious Tumult. 

"But wait, there's MORE"

2,000 of the Ventilators supplied to Medical Facilities (that came out of the National Stockpile) DID NOT WORK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WTF reaches PANDEMIC Proportions.

Mrs Demure

Yesterday, I had at least a Chance at NOT shooting off my mouth bc I'd finished the awning over the Radial Arm Saw and finally emptied the Micro-Mini-Barn of its excess enabling  me to use it for what it was Intended.  Getting that shit done provides mental "cover" for Film Viewing, (and so) I took advantage with "Zero Dark Thirty".  But then Osama Bin Trump was in Full View, this time with Generals and Secretary of Money, Mini-Brain Minutia.  Despite BRAIN-LIQUEFYING Unemployment Numbers, Minutia spoke of How-Much-Money-Is-Going-To-Be-AWARDED-To Airlines-BAILOUT.  The Secretary of the SBA  Ms. Chokesondick was obsequiously demure as she reassured all of us that "There was no Infighting" between her Association and Mini Minutia's.  Scarify reports had gotten it wrong ???? 

It wasn't "Just That".

Yesterday we learned that Captain Brett Crozier of the Aircraft Carrier Theodore Roosevelt AKA "The BIG Stick" (CVN 71) had been "Relieved of Command"  Navy 'Talk' for YOU'RE FIRED !

Captain Obvious had a fucking SEIZURE as Ramifications floated by as burning junks of twisted metal and demolition debris.

THIS is what brought me to Critical Mass.

Osama Bin Trump

Back in the Day I wooda had the Strength and Energy to depict trump as an American Osama Bin Laden a One whose Fundamentalist Devotion to The Almighty BUCK causes Capitalism to redefine itself as Corruptionalism.  It is, at least for me, rapaciously agonizing  NOT   to view trump as a Capitalist TERROR-IST, a Some One who, in TREASONOUS Blaspheme, REFUSES to invoke FEDERAL AUTHORITY -  The POWER of Presidential COMMAND and CONTROL, in order to Secure IMMEDIATE Protection and Quatermastery of Desperately Needed Pandemic Suppression Supplies and Technology, not to mention Funds for RESEARCH, TESTING and THERAPEUTICS.  I run the risk of devolving Rhetorical Bombast into "South Park" Contagion, a one of Addictive Strain, a one over which I have NO Control. 

Critical ASS

My ability to sit and rite for hours at a time has evaporated even over these last few years.  I allow myself to get to a 'critical mass' before the Universe CRUSHES me and I MUST 'empty' my head in "Johnny Mnemonic" Fashion.  Also, but not restricted to, I've been trying to keep my goddamn 'trap' SHUT in order to at least TRY and release a more POSITIVE slant on Prevailing Conditions. That THAT is suppose to accord with, "If you haven't got anything GOOD to say, then keep your goddamn mouth CLOSED."  "It" isn't working.  I've got a BAD fucking mouth and as a result I 'bad-mouth'.

I would have 'run away' yesterday too, were it not for "Zero Dark Thirty" and the Pit Bull Bitch Savagery of Unrelenting Heavenly Ordained Resignation EXQUISITELY portrayed by Flame Headed Jessica Chastain who in one line depicted American Vengeance >>  "I've been after this asshole for TWELVE Years, and you're gonna kill him for me." 

You don't FUCK with Miss America.

Atmosfear

Cells from the exfoliated skin of the Face of Information Reason have been floating in the Atmos-Fear of the Pandemic Body Politic.  These Information Cells contain the Plague of Corruption.  Masks once sold FOR PROFIT at 73 CENTS were now being AUCTIONED at SEVEN  FUCKING DOLLARS >>>>  EACH  !!!!   Paternal Governors like Cuomo were SEETHING in near APOPLECTIC Rage, POWERLESS in FATHERLY Concern ---Mindbendingly DISTRAUGHT that their Family of Residents and their Medical ARMY were NOT receiving the PROTECTION they required---all bc of of trump and his GROTESQUE Callousness in Supplying FEDERALLY Mandated Care and Infection Denying Armor. 

It gets worse.

..."I", "I", "I"...

I awoke with 'Inadequacy', 'Ineptitude', and 'Ignorance' ringing in my head like a snarling reminder from a Westbend Wind-up.  It was 2:30 a.m.  I'd been running away from Duty, choosing to enter the Realm of Bliss in order to avoid the Plague Cacophony of  Unremitting Horror that only Media Nit Wits can generate.  As you are, I am SICK of the lack of "Attention to detail" these highly paid but academically SCURRILOUS 'reporters' manifest.   By now, you've witnessed trump's Daily
"I AM THE GREATEST" Campaign PITCH, where he seeks NOT to dispense "Truth, Justice and the American Way" but rather to blind, confuse and obfuscate the American Electorate in order to inculcate a Propaganda which en-nobles HIS 'Activities' despite the FACT that these 'efforts' are RESOUNDINGLY paltry if not flat-out PATHETIC. 

I will take "It" into a Step Further and INSIST that trump's INSANE desire to be treated as KING is not only TREASONOUS, but FOUNDATION for yet ANOTHER Congressional Condemnation which should result in IMPEACHMENT. 

The Media has forsaken RABID Investigative Savagery that they may cow to to a Global Pandemic which somehow has effected their Will to Intelligence.  Their PATHETIC 'movements' have allowed if not ENCOURAGED trump to LITERALLY "Get away with wholesale MURDER" >>  53 footers with refrigeration belly tanks parked outside over-run Hospitals are PROOF.