I've got a raging migraine, my tinnitus is searing my brain to shreds, I'm exhausted and I can't sleep. Do I win ?
I must confess, it's no longer funny to write > Anywhere I start is the Beginning. There's no grace in that, it's crass, if not flat-out brutish... oh well...... .
I lie in bed praying intermittently, wondering about a God who may or may not Exist, I choose "Exist" mainly to cover my ass, cover my bases, I consider it "Spiritual Insurance". There IZ a Solace in a Benevolent Cosmic Intelligence, but Its seeming arbitrary-ness lends itself to Absurdity, sometimes Grotesque >>> the Higher Power that is said to have sobered me, > Isn't that the Same Higher Power that inflicted me with Alcoholism in the first place ? See what I mean ? It's why I devised, American Transcendental Absurdist Cynicism --- to label Impossible Incomprehension Paralysis resulting.
I had a really terrific, at least what I thought MITE be Terrific Opening. Remember that line in Lao Tzu's Tao Te Ching "A journey of a thousand miles begins with the first step " I figure i would rite,
The journey of the Last Mile begins with a trip and fa
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It means I'm on that last mile, the mile that leads to Death.
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