Sorry about yesterday. I left for a moment and when I returned I couldn't get back onto the In-turd-net. I don't know why that happens. I have multiple conspiracy theories, all make me delirious. I have issues---deep, hard driving,, and pernicious,,, all and to the last.
I don't like revisiting waste land. Once I exit a territory it becomes Skull and Crossbones toxic. My psyche is contaminated by Suspicion and another word for potential-repeat-discovery that just will not surface. I use the image of a Maple Tree sap-tap. Once I remove it, I'm hard-pressed to position it, precisely, at the EXACT spot. Creative (juices) Sap varies with Location. Plus, I HATE reading myself a day later. Even the Good Stuff appears to be penned by a Some One Other. I read my shit and wonder, Who the fuck wrote this crap ? I never know . . . . To get closer, I figure I'm "tapping" the Tree of Knowledge. This allows me to be a "conduit" free of Responsibility.
It doesn't help that Time changes conditions. It's not as if I can maintain a focus either.
Good Writers can. I have a fly mind, I flit and fritter about. I also have a monkey brain. A Fly mind and a Monkey Brain.
What a combo....
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