It ain't like I could "just Sit", have shit "surface",, and record those "surfacings" as Valid and therefore "True" ,,, or True and therefore Valid. "Just sitting" inevitably brings me to a Samadhi of Annihilation. I MUST be EXTREMELY wary when this Territory is encountered. A couple of days ago I Twittered that I was bogged-down in the Swamp of Futility. Most Folks don't know that you can float in Quick-sand, since at its Essence,, quicksand is a fluid. It was kinda-like that for me. Futility is kwik-sand, a One that sucks you down if you flail. I had to catch my breath and move S--L--O--W--L--Y. Some of You can appreciate my "Condition" since my First Impulse is to PANIC !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! In fact, I've ordained, "When in Doubt PANIC".
I have issues.
Panic for me is ALWAYS a Metaphysical CRISIS. It ain't "Bad Enough" that I hear Voices, I hear a fucking SYMPHONY of Cries and Whispers. I make certain to de-contain and Un-Leash ALL my Demons - - - I LOVE Chaos, Confusion and Err-Rationality. There is a radical Dis-Equilibrium that generates a Sensation of Fun. I know that reads as Non-Sense-Ical THAT'S my Point.
There is SUPREME Order in Chaos. Believe it... I do.
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