I'm not gonna kill "Chatterley" for you kidz nor will I complain about Steinbeck's finish of "Wrath'. I WILL say that the Hero in "Chatterley" DOES fuck the shit out of a ravishingly beautiful Elitist, a seeming oxymoron, and Steinbeck DOES offer a Vision of Maternal Compassion that belies Reason-ality but again, that's the way IT goes.
I have my punching bags set up because I get to punch out those aspects of my own Ignorance which Demon me unmercifully. I punch my self to Out, that aspect of Rage Sublimation which begets a health of Mindlessness and Body Submission. I'm better when I beat myself up.
I'm figurin' to leave this at healthy.
I had just finished buying and installing a new radiator ad exhaust system for my Dodge D-500 Stake Body dump Truck.
I got in and turned the key. There was a crash and caggle. I looked under the hood.
The fan had busted loose, torn through the radiator and a blade had lodged in a brand new battery. I pulled the hood down and stepped off the bucket.
My neighbor was outside and had heard the clank of disaster.
"You ok ? What happened ?"
I told him, man to Man.
He said, "I may have something for you."
Next morning there was a radiator from Only God Knows Where AND a new used battery.
I broke into tears and ran to his door.
He would accept NO Promise of Re-Payment.
This was the Act of a TRUE American MAN.
Rock steady........steady as He goes.
Monday, October 29, 2018
Sewer Water Slush
There's a Passage in Steinbeck's The Grapes of Wrath that turned my guts to sewer water popcorn-ed shit slush.
The Hero / Protagonists is suddenly caught in a reverie of Atrocity. He stands near an Orange Tree Grove, and sees the ground MASSED with Vitamin C laden Value, a Value that could alleviate the nutritional NEED of THOUSANDS of Famine-stricken AMERICAN CITIZENS. He stands at Transfixed as his Mind sees the Farmer spray the oranges with a toxin that PREVENTS Human consumption. He would rather DENY Life than have his profitlessness be Compassionate Relief.
I don't know how Steinbeck was able to get that shit out.
My eyes tear now and it has been YEARS - - -
Heartlessness can't POSSIBLY "Cover it" but aye SUB-HUMAN CRUELTY comes close.
That's where I am. Transfixed in incensed.
The Hero / Protagonists is suddenly caught in a reverie of Atrocity. He stands near an Orange Tree Grove, and sees the ground MASSED with Vitamin C laden Value, a Value that could alleviate the nutritional NEED of THOUSANDS of Famine-stricken AMERICAN CITIZENS. He stands at Transfixed as his Mind sees the Farmer spray the oranges with a toxin that PREVENTS Human consumption. He would rather DENY Life than have his profitlessness be Compassionate Relief.
I don't know how Steinbeck was able to get that shit out.
My eyes tear now and it has been YEARS - - -
Heartlessness can't POSSIBLY "Cover it" but aye SUB-HUMAN CRUELTY comes close.
That's where I am. Transfixed in incensed.
Incensed
It "ain't like" every morning I get incensed, I mean I do. In fact I light a stick of incense when I get incensed. It fucking KILLS me that "incense" is both a noun and a transitive verb. Like Life, and what my Guy and Hero Bruce Hornsby and his Range announce, "That's just the way it is." It sucks.
After "discussing" Winners Take All and American Unification Factors for what seemed like EONS, Gallogs and I were standing inside Providence Rail Way ----I had to pee, Gallogs had to sum it all up. "It ISN'T 'Opportunity' for All, the way Elitists think it is. It has to do with PARENTS".
Realization collapsed upon me. I looked at David, You know what the difference is between us ? When you told your Father that you wanted to attend Law School he supported, "I'll do whatever I can for you." I never received ANYTHING like that from my folks.
Parents provide ORIENTATION and when available, supportive Resources. That's the GOOD end of the stick, but then there's the shitty end.
Look around at our kidz. Look at them but see their Parents..... .
After "discussing" Winners Take All and American Unification Factors for what seemed like EONS, Gallogs and I were standing inside Providence Rail Way ----I had to pee, Gallogs had to sum it all up. "It ISN'T 'Opportunity' for All, the way Elitists think it is. It has to do with PARENTS".
Realization collapsed upon me. I looked at David, You know what the difference is between us ? When you told your Father that you wanted to attend Law School he supported, "I'll do whatever I can for you." I never received ANYTHING like that from my folks.
Parents provide ORIENTATION and when available, supportive Resources. That's the GOOD end of the stick, but then there's the shitty end.
Look around at our kidz. Look at them but see their Parents..... .
Connie Bowels
You could see it rite ? How the Upper Classes view us who live in Down Here. Lawrence's DESPAIR was put into the Heart and Soul of "Connie" (Constance) a One of what Huey Lewis and his News consider, "One of the Chosen Few". Folks of Lawrence's "Upper Classes" consider us NOT AS FELLOW HUMAN BEINGS but in DH's terms, "half-corpses", ZOMBIES, if you will, and as such, their HUMAN TREATMENT is hideously UN-NECESSARY. It's trump and his putting CHILDREN in cages, it's "American" conservatives stealing food off Poor Families' Tables, it's American banks foreclosing on AMERICAN SOLDIERS. DH gets it rite and misses It by fucking LIGHT YEARS ----it ain't just a "nightmare" it's a Planetary CATASTROPHE.
I am DESPERATE to find a "Unifying Factor", a One that binds ALL of US to an Americanism that promotes not just Democratic Values but Democratic VIRTUES.
I thought, like, for sure, Taxation would be a divining rod to locate the American Soul of Human Kindness and Generosity, meaning, Taxes as Resources should be spread around to advantage ALL of Us. I WANT my Taxes to be applied to Education, Sick Care, the Infrastructures, and Those PROVEN Institutions of Political Compassion.
Apparently, there ain't gonna be no FIGHT to have Rich Folks and Corporations PAY THEIR FAIR SHARE. This is what turns my bowels to "Connie Faint". The American Half-Corpses has already resigned themselves to Infrastructure Criminality.
I was wrong.
I am DESPERATE to find a "Unifying Factor", a One that binds ALL of US to an Americanism that promotes not just Democratic Values but Democratic VIRTUES.
I thought, like, for sure, Taxation would be a divining rod to locate the American Soul of Human Kindness and Generosity, meaning, Taxes as Resources should be spread around to advantage ALL of Us. I WANT my Taxes to be applied to Education, Sick Care, the Infrastructures, and Those PROVEN Institutions of Political Compassion.
Apparently, there ain't gonna be no FIGHT to have Rich Folks and Corporations PAY THEIR FAIR SHARE. This is what turns my bowels to "Connie Faint". The American Half-Corpses has already resigned themselves to Infrastructure Criminality.
I was wrong.
...fine line or hangman's rope ? ...
The shit-whole thing about being a Martial Arts Instructor, it means is to make your students stronger, faster, smarter and more disciplined in EVERY class. They gotta leave BETTER than when they walked it. If they don't, if all you did was exercise them with skill tasks and speech rote, YOU FAILED THEM. so it is with me and this effort. Without Insight what the fuck is the use ? My job is to give you kidz armament and weapons, so that you can, FIRST OFF, protect yourselves and SECOND OFF, Defend the Truth and PROTECT Others. When my Students get to Red Belt I smite them with, Your Body and Mind ARE NOT YOUR OWN --- You train to ELEVATE Humankind---THIS is the Virtue of Self-Sacrifice AND Its Obligation. Same is true here.
There's suppose to be Virtue in Artistic Endeavor --- on my end, it has ALWAYS been tough to find, tougher to express. Look at what just happened. I wrote about my heart and soul, good numbers--- but when it came time to read Lawrence, the numbers dropped to abysmal. That's the way it goes ----
Steve Winwood laments, "It's a fine line, it's a very fine line".... .
There's suppose to be Virtue in Artistic Endeavor --- on my end, it has ALWAYS been tough to find, tougher to express. Look at what just happened. I wrote about my heart and soul, good numbers--- but when it came time to read Lawrence, the numbers dropped to abysmal. That's the way it goes ----
Steve Winwood laments, "It's a fine line, it's a very fine line".... .
The "grim" in Pilgrimage
Here we go, hold on.
"Merrie England! Shakespeare's England! No, but the England of today, as Connie had realized since she had come to live in it. It was producing a new race of mankind, over-conscious in the money and social and political side, on the spontaneous, intuitive side dead, but dead. Half-corpses, all of them : but with a terrible insistent consciousness in the other half. There was something uncanny and underground about it all. It was underworld. And quite incalculable. How shall we understand the reactions in half-corpses? When Connie saw the great lorries full of steelworkers from Sheffield, weird, distorted, smallish beings like men, off for an excursion to Mattock, her bowels fainted and she thought : 'Ah God, what has man done to himself ? What have the leaders of men been doing to their fellow men? They have reduced them to less than human-ness; and now there can be no fellowship any more! It is just a nightmare.' "
But wait, there's more : .
"She felt it again in a wave of terror, the grey, gritty hopelessness of it all. With such creatures for the industrial masses, and the upper classes as she knew them, there was no hope, no hope any more. "
From the title page cover ;
"In 1928, already desperately ill, Lawrence wrote Lady Chatterley's Lover. Banned as pornographic, the unexpurgated edition was not allowed legal circulation in Britain until 1960. Lawrence called his life, marked by struggle, frustration and despair, a 'savage enough pilgrimage'. He died on March 2, 1930, at the age of forty-four, in Venice, France."
"Merrie England! Shakespeare's England! No, but the England of today, as Connie had realized since she had come to live in it. It was producing a new race of mankind, over-conscious in the money and social and political side, on the spontaneous, intuitive side dead, but dead. Half-corpses, all of them : but with a terrible insistent consciousness in the other half. There was something uncanny and underground about it all. It was underworld. And quite incalculable. How shall we understand the reactions in half-corpses? When Connie saw the great lorries full of steelworkers from Sheffield, weird, distorted, smallish beings like men, off for an excursion to Mattock, her bowels fainted and she thought : 'Ah God, what has man done to himself ? What have the leaders of men been doing to their fellow men? They have reduced them to less than human-ness; and now there can be no fellowship any more! It is just a nightmare.' "
But wait, there's more : .
"She felt it again in a wave of terror, the grey, gritty hopelessness of it all. With such creatures for the industrial masses, and the upper classes as she knew them, there was no hope, no hope any more. "
From the title page cover ;
"In 1928, already desperately ill, Lawrence wrote Lady Chatterley's Lover. Banned as pornographic, the unexpurgated edition was not allowed legal circulation in Britain until 1960. Lawrence called his life, marked by struggle, frustration and despair, a 'savage enough pilgrimage'. He died on March 2, 1930, at the age of forty-four, in Venice, France."
Lady Chatterley's Other
Good morning Every-One.
It's "good" because we all awoke above ground and (hopefully) no one is shooting at us, nor is there a U.S. Kill Drone hovering nearby with our position "Locked On".
Today is suppose to "be about" a passage in D.H. Lawrence's Lady Chatterley's Lover, a Novel that was required for Dr. Moynihan's "Modern Novel Class" my Senior Year.
D.H. Lawrence is just one of the Reason I DON'T consider myself a Writer, Riter suits me just fine, Blogger is even better.
I MUST transcribe two paragraphs, (one is lengthy) in order to express an Elitist Perspective gone the way of sophisticated "authorial intrusion". DH puts HIS mind into the character "Connie" and THAT is what I wish I could do. I can't. Still, I have access to DH's Introspection and it is IMPERATIVE for me to provide You Kidz with this sort of literary Politics, even IF it is Psychological in form and structure.
I'm no fan of Fiction, but here, in The Realm of Writing-as-ART I abide in sleepless terror . Objectification of Truth-as-Fact breeds a dry-boned powder that chokes the nostrils and blurs one's vision. I mean, NOT for me, I LOVED Origin of Species, it was a delightful trog through a fucking DESERT of Evolutionary Biology save for ONE oasis, the oasis where Darwin describes the Evolution of the Human Eye in almost mystical terms. I LIVE for passages such as these...I find them breathtaking and Life-giving.
So it is with the passage that follows.
It's "good" because we all awoke above ground and (hopefully) no one is shooting at us, nor is there a U.S. Kill Drone hovering nearby with our position "Locked On".
Today is suppose to "be about" a passage in D.H. Lawrence's Lady Chatterley's Lover, a Novel that was required for Dr. Moynihan's "Modern Novel Class" my Senior Year.
D.H. Lawrence is just one of the Reason I DON'T consider myself a Writer, Riter suits me just fine, Blogger is even better.
I MUST transcribe two paragraphs, (one is lengthy) in order to express an Elitist Perspective gone the way of sophisticated "authorial intrusion". DH puts HIS mind into the character "Connie" and THAT is what I wish I could do. I can't. Still, I have access to DH's Introspection and it is IMPERATIVE for me to provide You Kidz with this sort of literary Politics, even IF it is Psychological in form and structure.
I'm no fan of Fiction, but here, in The Realm of Writing-as-ART I abide in sleepless terror . Objectification of Truth-as-Fact breeds a dry-boned powder that chokes the nostrils and blurs one's vision. I mean, NOT for me, I LOVED Origin of Species, it was a delightful trog through a fucking DESERT of Evolutionary Biology save for ONE oasis, the oasis where Darwin describes the Evolution of the Human Eye in almost mystical terms. I LIVE for passages such as these...I find them breathtaking and Life-giving.
So it is with the passage that follows.
Friday, October 26, 2018
Fear Fear
The Battle of D.C. was LOST. KKK-Neo-Nazism is the NEW Americanism. Listen Kidz THOSE ASSHOLES WON, trump is POTUS. The combat concept of "Resistance" is utterly USELESS. What is required from us is INSURGENCE. The Battle of 2018 MAYBE the BIGGEST Battle OF ALL AMERICAN TIME.
If there is NOT a "Great Flood", if there is NOT a Landslide, if the races are won by only a scant few votes, the shit-cans will declare Recounts, or simply declare the Voting as "Null and Void" due to Chinese and Russian "intervention". Voter Suppression thought the Nation is RAMPANT. The shit-cans HAVE NO HONOR, nor do they value American Idealism. THEIR "Idealism" is Plantation and Slavery.
Make no mistake.
We are in a War for Human Political Decency. This yak shit about "We have nothing to fear bur fear itself", is mindless, senseless, political embroidery. I'm yelling to all of you FEAR FEAR. According to the General Who Won, Fear is POWER.
NEVER forget, trump is the General of Generals. His Fear reigns as Supreme.
We MUST use Our Fear to counter His.
Rock steady ........ steady as She goes....
If there is NOT a "Great Flood", if there is NOT a Landslide, if the races are won by only a scant few votes, the shit-cans will declare Recounts, or simply declare the Voting as "Null and Void" due to Chinese and Russian "intervention". Voter Suppression thought the Nation is RAMPANT. The shit-cans HAVE NO HONOR, nor do they value American Idealism. THEIR "Idealism" is Plantation and Slavery.
Make no mistake.
We are in a War for Human Political Decency. This yak shit about "We have nothing to fear bur fear itself", is mindless, senseless, political embroidery. I'm yelling to all of you FEAR FEAR. According to the General Who Won, Fear is POWER.
NEVER forget, trump is the General of Generals. His Fear reigns as Supreme.
We MUST use Our Fear to counter His.
Rock steady ........ steady as She goes....
99 Questions of Fear on the Wall
Thing with me is, I wanna know where EVERYBODY "is". Where are those 18 year old Anti-Gun Slingers who promised to vote out Pro-Gun Insane-ism ? Where are the Pussy Hatters that MILLIONED the meadows after trump's Desecration of Nation ? Where are the DREAMERS who dreamed of Citizen Security ? Where is the Millenial Generation that swore off and spat out Political Corruption ? Where are the Black Panthers and for that matter, Where is Black Matters -- where the fuck is the Black ARMY ????
WHERE THE FUCK IS ANYBODY ?????
I just wanna see Something-- ANYTHING -- from true AMERICANS who want Peace-as-Prosperity - FOR ALL OF US !!!
WHERE THE FUCK IS ANYBODY ?????
I just wanna see Something-- ANYTHING -- from true AMERICANS who want Peace-as-Prosperity - FOR ALL OF US !!!
Sandy
After the Puerto Rican "Sandy" there was a Hurricane Migration to Florida by Citizen-Migrants numbering in the THOUSANDS. Media Nit and Dim Wits proclaimed a VOTING MASS of pissed-off Puerto Ricans who were gonna fight fang and claw to ravage the U.S. Elections and U.S. Treasury. According to the Post PR Sandy Media Assholes, the fight for governor-ship between the Racist and the Obama Wanna Be SHOULDN'T EVEN BE CLOSE. Republican DE-REGULATION has activated SEVERAL Ecological EXTINCTIONS. You gotta figure that Old White Folks, despite being geriatrically deranged and senilically encrusted, should STILL want their Lands and Waters "Purified" at the Violators' Expense. In order to DO that, A NEW Government MUST be installed that GUARANTEES Purgative ACTION. It SHOULD be a Done Deal iff the Pissed-Off Puerto Ricans were to wade through the Red Tide and slog to the Polling Stations.
I'm asking WHERE THE FUCK IS THE PISSED-OFF PUERTO RICAN BLUE TIDE ?????
What --- did they fucking DROWN coming ashore ????
I'm asking WHERE THE FUCK IS THE PISSED-OFF PUERTO RICAN BLUE TIDE ?????
What --- did they fucking DROWN coming ashore ????
Miss Trust
So now the republic-cans, I use my own "shit-cans" are claiming THEY are NOW "The Party of Obama-Cares Essence, That Of 'Pre-Existing' ". A couple of days ago, or it coulda-been 2 years, I evicted that trump STOLE the "Working Class" right out of the hands of Democratic Stewards. They saw it happening and they seemed UNCARING. He just walked in and declared, "I am all about JOBS" and sure enough, the People BELIEVED.
It was a fucking diabolical but BRILLIANT Strategy. The democrats, I refer to them as rats, were paralyzed by his Neanderthal Creativity. Arrogance breeds stupidity and boy were the rats ARROGANT. Clinton, in all her ARROGANCE, did NOT campaign in Old Guard Workers World, she considered herself ABOVE that mercantile minimum wage misery, poverty laden Menace --- she IGNORED the rats' OWN, and so trump ASSUMED Ownership, he simply and completely "Took Possession".
So now, it's Sickness Care. Trump, and the shit-cans, are simply and completely gonna ASSUME OWNERSHIP of Pre-Existing, once again DIABOLICAL but once again strategically GENIUS-FUL, DESPITE having voted SEVENTY TIMES to incinerate Obama-Cares until not even ONE molecule remains.
How great is America once again ???
It was a fucking diabolical but BRILLIANT Strategy. The democrats, I refer to them as rats, were paralyzed by his Neanderthal Creativity. Arrogance breeds stupidity and boy were the rats ARROGANT. Clinton, in all her ARROGANCE, did NOT campaign in Old Guard Workers World, she considered herself ABOVE that mercantile minimum wage misery, poverty laden Menace --- she IGNORED the rats' OWN, and so trump ASSUMED Ownership, he simply and completely "Took Possession".
So now, it's Sickness Care. Trump, and the shit-cans, are simply and completely gonna ASSUME OWNERSHIP of Pre-Existing, once again DIABOLICAL but once again strategically GENIUS-FUL, DESPITE having voted SEVENTY TIMES to incinerate Obama-Cares until not even ONE molecule remains.
How great is America once again ???
Psychotic Surreal
One Guy ejected, "Let's call him (trump) what he is, a NEO-NAZI, a KLANSMAN ! My fear, actualized by the Voice of a Pundit. It was hard to swallow, the United States is now "run-by" a fucking Nigger Hating Nazi.
Look at this and look HARD ---
Trump is a NIGGER HATING NAZI !!!!
THAT'S why I am so sick. Never in my Life would I have conceived of a Time of Paradise Lost, when a deranged senilic MORON with Nazi Driven Criminality and a LETHAL Xenophobia could be elected as "America's BEST".
It's like, Holy Fuck, what comes after Psychotic Surreal ?
Look at this and look HARD ---
Trump is a NIGGER HATING NAZI !!!!
THAT'S why I am so sick. Never in my Life would I have conceived of a Time of Paradise Lost, when a deranged senilic MORON with Nazi Driven Criminality and a LETHAL Xenophobia could be elected as "America's BEST".
It's like, Holy Fuck, what comes after Psychotic Surreal ?
Donold Duck
Recently, the President of the Untied States of America, declared himself a "Nationalist". It was if I had been hit by a sledge hammer to my gut. I was instantly sickened by an avalanche of Grotesque Ramification, the 1st of which was, "Hello, I am Hitler reincarnated". Yesterday's supposed Campaign Rally, was a conflagration of Hate filled lament. I believe he denounced American Journalism, the Press, The 4th Column of American SANITY, by making himself a VICTIM of what we know as TRUTH, what he knows as Crimes against HIM. His arrogance knows no bounds (it has never) and he wretched, "Don't compare ME to historical villains." I though my Head and Heart would fucking ex-PLODE .
We teach our CHILDREN, "If it waddles like a duck, if it quacks like a duck, if it swims like a duck and LOOKS like a duck well then WE MUST CONCLUDE IT'S A DUCK."
I went ballistic.
...then I got sick...... .
We teach our CHILDREN, "If it waddles like a duck, if it quacks like a duck, if it swims like a duck and LOOKS like a duck well then WE MUST CONCLUDE IT'S A DUCK."
I went ballistic.
...then I got sick...... .
Karma-kazi
Once again I was unable to maintain sleep. I awoke at 1 a.m. alert and aware that I was drowning in a cesspool of shit, piss and corruption. Pipe bombs, Supreme Court Horror, and the advent of an "Invasion" perhaps origin-ed by South American Communists, laid over from countless Local Revolutions gone catastrophic-ly wrong, as well as my own inability to stay focused and maintain a disparaged dejection of objective disconcertion has rendered me first exhausted and then chronically moribund.
Instead of the Pericles-an Ideal of Oratory Exhortation, I find myself fighting just to keep my OWN "wits" about me, dim they are and full of nits. Every morning I push myself AWAY from desk and screen, to IGNORE my Duty to discharge Information that MAY be able to relieve the Suffering of Others, in order to salvage and maintain my own Shame-ity, in the face of fucking IMPOSSIBLE Odds, Odds that I want YOU Kidz to Battle as though MY Life depends upon YOUR Strength and Courage. Every blog would end with GET YOUR FUCKING ASSES OUT AND VOTE - - - WE ARE FACING THE END OF DEMOCRACY WORLD - - - THIS IS THE APOCALYPSE !!!!
Shit like that don't go nowhere --- it can't. Call me Chicken B. Little.
Instead of the Pericles-an Ideal of Oratory Exhortation, I find myself fighting just to keep my OWN "wits" about me, dim they are and full of nits. Every morning I push myself AWAY from desk and screen, to IGNORE my Duty to discharge Information that MAY be able to relieve the Suffering of Others, in order to salvage and maintain my own Shame-ity, in the face of fucking IMPOSSIBLE Odds, Odds that I want YOU Kidz to Battle as though MY Life depends upon YOUR Strength and Courage. Every blog would end with GET YOUR FUCKING ASSES OUT AND VOTE - - - WE ARE FACING THE END OF DEMOCRACY WORLD - - - THIS IS THE APOCALYPSE !!!!
Shit like that don't go nowhere --- it can't. Call me Chicken B. Little.
Wednesday, October 24, 2018
...star-dumb...
I'm gonna go outside and set up a staging area for recycle, trash, yard waste and other. The containers have mud sloshed all over them from being carelessly set on the ground. I know better, I KNEW better, yet I devalued their cleanliness. Even though I have already procured the pallets, there they rest only in Potential. I told you Kidz, I'm lazy. So now, whenever I handle them I get shit all over my clothes, not very "Temple".
My biggest fear is that Hatred acts as Obstruction and prevents the Hateful to go out and vote. It's what happened to Hillary. She was so despised that DESPITE her politics, Folks chose to give her a Silent Fuck You that catapulted trump to Super-Stardom, in his case, star-DUMB.
This is the resounding manifestation of Absolute Despair. I feel this Despair to my Bone and Marrow.
Because I want a cleaner, safer, life, I'm gonna FORCE myself to get my lazy fucking ass outside and task this shit-hole out of observable existence. It is a duty to MYSELF as a devout Zen man.
The Foundation of America is The VOTE.
No Vote No Life.
Only this.
Rock steady........steady as She goes....
My biggest fear is that Hatred acts as Obstruction and prevents the Hateful to go out and vote. It's what happened to Hillary. She was so despised that DESPITE her politics, Folks chose to give her a Silent Fuck You that catapulted trump to Super-Stardom, in his case, star-DUMB.
This is the resounding manifestation of Absolute Despair. I feel this Despair to my Bone and Marrow.
Because I want a cleaner, safer, life, I'm gonna FORCE myself to get my lazy fucking ass outside and task this shit-hole out of observable existence. It is a duty to MYSELF as a devout Zen man.
The Foundation of America is The VOTE.
No Vote No Life.
Only this.
Rock steady........steady as She goes....
Gamboa Constrictor
According to "the polls" Americans are most concerned with Sickness Care, and the cost of Medical Attention. In a BRILLIANT display of Street and Gutter Savage, the republicans have claimed Obama-Cares and his "Pre-Existing" AS THEIR OWN. These are the Very Same that voted to ANNIHILATE Obama-Cares OUT OF EXISTENCE not once but SIXTY times. Their commercials are CONVINCING. They ring as TRUTH, and are therefore COMPLETELY Believable. Here it is that the "Truth" "don't mean shit" as my fellow Seekonkian Alfred Gamboa mob conscious-ed.
My Joan d'Arc, Rachel Maddow used "Look at what they DO -- Don't listen to what they SAY" as a backdrop for her program last night. The shit-whole thing of "Actions speaker louder than words" rings as sensational knell, the Truth be FELT. Trump and his have already allowed the States to circumvent MANDATORY "Pre-Existing". It's a DONE DEAL. It was done a mere 2 days ago, in the shadows of cellar squalor and backroom stench.
This was done despite SEVENTY PER CENT of Americans who WANT Obama-Cares to CONTINUE and be EX-P--A---N----D-----E------D.
Trump FUCK YOU-ED all of them, and to the last.
He bellowed, EAT SHIT AND DIE !!!!! The taste of shit is real.
My Joan d'Arc, Rachel Maddow used "Look at what they DO -- Don't listen to what they SAY" as a backdrop for her program last night. The shit-whole thing of "Actions speaker louder than words" rings as sensational knell, the Truth be FELT. Trump and his have already allowed the States to circumvent MANDATORY "Pre-Existing". It's a DONE DEAL. It was done a mere 2 days ago, in the shadows of cellar squalor and backroom stench.
This was done despite SEVENTY PER CENT of Americans who WANT Obama-Cares to CONTINUE and be EX-P--A---N----D-----E------D.
Trump FUCK YOU-ED all of them, and to the last.
He bellowed, EAT SHIT AND DIE !!!!! The taste of shit is real.
I Kant
On my worst days I write "Lies are Truth". I note, "The Truth of Lies" - - each "Lie" a "Truth" unto its Self. Understand, the expression of ANY statement is TRUE, in that, "It's true, I spoke words". Content is only of secondary importance. "Truth" somehow unites words, meaning, the Physical TRUTH of Speaking gets absorbed by Words Spoken. Somehow, what should be and REMAIN Mental, becomes Physical as "Truth" becomes Sensation : so when trump Lies (where Lies are Truth) if FEELS "Real". Clearly trump is SENSATIONAL. We are TRANSFIXED by his ability to Lie in the exact same way we are Transfixed by the Once Spoken Words of Christ, JFK, MLK, Gandhi and Others. In this rabidly insane sense, all words are Truth. Whether or not REALITY enters as judgmental agent is of little consequence. Words as Reality become nothing more than "Interpretation". We all know that "Interpretation" is exceedingly "subjective".
Read these words, Democracy is a rotting carcass . Truth is, I just typed those words.
Can you see it ?
Read these words, Democracy is a rotting carcass . Truth is, I just typed those words.
Can you see it ?
Might is FIGHT
Obama stood behind the podium in a Pericles Moment that defied Exhortation. He ain't no Pericles. Should you Kidz have the opportunity, compare Obama's THIS IS IT oration with Trump's THE INVAISION IS UPON US. Obama looks like a Nigerian undernourished Intellectual while trump's Battle Suit and FLAMING SWORD-TIE regaled him with CONVICTION-FUL CERTAINTY. Who ya gonna believe ? Which one drives you to the polls ? Regardless of the election outcome, Obama and his are gonna be OK, you could HEAR that in his voice. It WASN'T "life or death", whereas in trump, HIS "Sound and Fury" rang as Liberty Bell TRUTH. Trump was the New Paul Revere, "THE IMMIGRANTS ARE COMING -- THE IMMIGRANTS ARE COMING !"
Insane Passion has POWER, Intellection has - - - - - - - - - - - .
When Obama almost whispered, "This is the most important election of my life" all I could hear was "This ain't my first rodeo".
Trump's PATHOS was LIGHTNING and THUNDER, he ROCKED his maniacal minions to FRENZY.
I could hear them KILL ALL IMMIGRANTS, EAT THEIR CHILDREN GOD BLESS US ALL
Terrifying can't come close...... .
Insane Passion has POWER, Intellection has - - - - - - - - - - - .
When Obama almost whispered, "This is the most important election of my life" all I could hear was "This ain't my first rodeo".
Trump's PATHOS was LIGHTNING and THUNDER, he ROCKED his maniacal minions to FRENZY.
I could hear them KILL ALL IMMIGRANTS, EAT THEIR CHILDREN GOD BLESS US ALL
Terrifying can't come close...... .
Man of La Monster
I sometimes get caught floating in the Land of La Mancha, this ain't good for a Samurai Scholar with Zotoichi Tendencies. A blind Don Quixote, a reverie-laden Swordsman, how can that be good ?
I get caught by webs of Honesty and Truthfulness. That passage in the Catcher in the Rye where the Head Shit Head confesses, "I want to be a catcher in the rye". I'm there with that Utmost Impracticality, the Savior of every human Lemming that has ever existed, Those Ravaged who lack their own Identity, who are transported by Mob Irrationality, Those who are assailed by the Futility of Exstence and All ITS HORROR, the Ones that I want to yell out STOP ! JUST FUCKING STOP THIS !
YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU ARE DOING OR WHERE YOU ARE GOING !
But if they listen, look and stop --- then what ? What do I HAVE for them ? Salinger never addresses This Next. I mean, what then ? I mean, Suppose they're rite ? Suppose the ONLY solution to Suffering is DEATH ? Why should I stop them ? Who am I to stand in their way exhorting "Life is what you make it ?"
Would I then not become my BIGGEST Fear ? A hapless, once nobleman, demented from geriatric senility ---- waving a "feather" Sword at Towering Windmill Infernos ??
I get caught by webs of Honesty and Truthfulness. That passage in the Catcher in the Rye where the Head Shit Head confesses, "I want to be a catcher in the rye". I'm there with that Utmost Impracticality, the Savior of every human Lemming that has ever existed, Those Ravaged who lack their own Identity, who are transported by Mob Irrationality, Those who are assailed by the Futility of Exstence and All ITS HORROR, the Ones that I want to yell out STOP ! JUST FUCKING STOP THIS !
YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU ARE DOING OR WHERE YOU ARE GOING !
But if they listen, look and stop --- then what ? What do I HAVE for them ? Salinger never addresses This Next. I mean, what then ? I mean, Suppose they're rite ? Suppose the ONLY solution to Suffering is DEATH ? Why should I stop them ? Who am I to stand in their way exhorting "Life is what you make it ?"
Would I then not become my BIGGEST Fear ? A hapless, once nobleman, demented from geriatric senility ---- waving a "feather" Sword at Towering Windmill Infernos ??
Monday, October 22, 2018
The Battle of 2018
I first wrote, The War of 2018. It ain't. But it also ain't "Just another Battle". It's the Battle Hymn for the Republic.
The Blue Coats MUST win this Battle. Every Vote is a singular Battle for Life. This Bull and Yak shit, that we must "come together" as a Nation, is cesspoolic dredge. There is NO CHANCE that this, our Abomi-Nation, is gonna miraculously UNITE to defeat trumpunism De-Evolution. The Civil War NEVER "ended". The Battle of 2018 is yet The Continuation.
We are under attack from Russia, China, and North Korea. Our own family members stand against Moral Decency and Democratic Idealism. Family values have transmogrified into TRIBAL Convulsions. America is ridden by political plague in the form of Corruption and pestilence in the form of Perversion-laden Cruelty.
As I was just sitting yesterday, this surfaced =
Republicans play for keeps, democrats play for weeps.
We must now fight as if our LIVES depend on our Efforts - - -
For surely, they do.
Rock steady........steady as We go....
The Blue Coats MUST win this Battle. Every Vote is a singular Battle for Life. This Bull and Yak shit, that we must "come together" as a Nation, is cesspoolic dredge. There is NO CHANCE that this, our Abomi-Nation, is gonna miraculously UNITE to defeat trumpunism De-Evolution. The Civil War NEVER "ended". The Battle of 2018 is yet The Continuation.
We are under attack from Russia, China, and North Korea. Our own family members stand against Moral Decency and Democratic Idealism. Family values have transmogrified into TRIBAL Convulsions. America is ridden by political plague in the form of Corruption and pestilence in the form of Perversion-laden Cruelty.
As I was just sitting yesterday, this surfaced =
Republicans play for keeps, democrats play for weeps.
We must now fight as if our LIVES depend on our Efforts - - -
For surely, they do.
Rock steady........steady as We go....
Trumpunism
When I completed Winners Take All I jumped rite into Elizabeth Economy's The Third Revolution. Imagine my surprise and then HORROR when she described Xi's Rise to Power. Here I read of the WAY in which Xi used Public Voice to announce the Myth Of Communism and All Its Glory. Xi was ACCUTELY aware that the People had LOST FAITH in Communism and he made it his PRIMARY GOAL to inflict RE-BELIEF in HIS brand (or version) of "The Party". Toward this end he restricted Internet Access, refused the Public Delivery of Dissention, ( same old restriction of INTELLECTUAL "Activity"), denied prolonged Study in Foreign Countries, and curtailed Foreign Industrial Engineering. There was to be a MINIMAL of Westernization. Democracy and Freedom were viewed as toxic agents to HIS brand of Communism. Nothing new here.
What frightened me was the HOW of all of it. Here I found Trumpunism and Communism's EQUAL. Trump ADMIRES Xi. His shit transcends WHAT-THE-FUCK. The mechanisms employed by Xi and his Party are also being utilized by trump and HIS propaganda machines. Identical machines produce identical products.
Misery begets Misery. 1 = 1.
It was the thing about LOSING FAITH and re-establishing BELIEF IN "THE PARTY" that struck my gut like a mason's sledge-hammer wielded by Death himself.
Communism as RELIGION. Trumpunism as RELIGION.
Belief in Xi is belief in GOD. Belief in trump is also Belief in GOD.
You Kidz having fun yet ?
What frightened me was the HOW of all of it. Here I found Trumpunism and Communism's EQUAL. Trump ADMIRES Xi. His shit transcends WHAT-THE-FUCK. The mechanisms employed by Xi and his Party are also being utilized by trump and HIS propaganda machines. Identical machines produce identical products.
Misery begets Misery. 1 = 1.
It was the thing about LOSING FAITH and re-establishing BELIEF IN "THE PARTY" that struck my gut like a mason's sledge-hammer wielded by Death himself.
Communism as RELIGION. Trumpunism as RELIGION.
Belief in Xi is belief in GOD. Belief in trump is also Belief in GOD.
You Kidz having fun yet ?
King Gorge
I have FEARS.
Yesterday during Sunday Media Discharge, several of the Authentic, arrested development by cautioning that the Election Machine could be hijacked by republican War Lords. Already, there is Voter Suppression to a degree hitherto UNKNOWN to Modern American History, post-Jim Crow. Voter Scrolls have been decimated. I fear that should the elections NOT "go the way of corruption and fraud", the Way of republican Cruelism, then the shit-cans will declare the Entirety "Null and Void". I fear that THEY will CANCEL the elections, hold them as INVALID due to CHINESE and North Korean Cyber "Interference". Should there be resulting RIOTS trump will be EAGER to call in the National Guard, as was done in Ferguson to quell and squash Voter Fury. It is NOT "beyond" trump to declare MARTIAL LAW, thereby suspending the Constitutional RIGHTS of True American Patriots to Gather and Protest.
No One thought Trump would be King---I mean President.
Never again will I be lulled...... .
Yesterday during Sunday Media Discharge, several of the Authentic, arrested development by cautioning that the Election Machine could be hijacked by republican War Lords. Already, there is Voter Suppression to a degree hitherto UNKNOWN to Modern American History, post-Jim Crow. Voter Scrolls have been decimated. I fear that should the elections NOT "go the way of corruption and fraud", the Way of republican Cruelism, then the shit-cans will declare the Entirety "Null and Void". I fear that THEY will CANCEL the elections, hold them as INVALID due to CHINESE and North Korean Cyber "Interference". Should there be resulting RIOTS trump will be EAGER to call in the National Guard, as was done in Ferguson to quell and squash Voter Fury. It is NOT "beyond" trump to declare MARTIAL LAW, thereby suspending the Constitutional RIGHTS of True American Patriots to Gather and Protest.
No One thought Trump would be King---I mean President.
Never again will I be lulled...... .
Err-rationality
What I am seeing is the Set of Athenian/American Democratic Ideals being supplanted by a Capitalist Materialism that uses the so-called Business Model as a Political RELIGION. Hello CULT. Scholars of Politics, we use to refer to them as Political Scientists, agree that the Kim Dynasty utilized the Christian Value System (of Belief) to transform North Korean Governmental Politics into a Cult of Kim. Trump declared that he LOVES Kim. What we are confronted with NOW is That Same, where trump is trying to advance his political ascendency as Salvation-ary. He ranted, "Only I can fix America." Since trump knows only BUSINESS, his "model" now pervades the American Consciousness. Giridharadas complains that the Elites have adopted trump's Business Self-Aggrandizement AS THEIR OWN. Trump vomits, "What's good for ME is good for America". The Elites pus, "What's profitable for us is profitable for EVERYONE." You can see and feel it rite ? What's Truth for THEM is Abhorrence for US.
Truth is RELATIVE. Einstein had THAT Part Right.
Truth is RELATIVE. Einstein had THAT Part Right.
Junk-sure
The Truth of Abstract Ideals is fraught with SERIOUS complications and complexities. As thoughts, they are both REAL and Unreal (where unreal is manifested as invisible) in that the only way to SEE a thought is by putting it to pen and paper or typing them with electricity onto screen. Writing at THIS fucked-up Junk-sure becomes MAGIC. You guys are reading my mind rite now.
Since thoughts have Mind as Root and Source, you can see, feel and hear how DIFFICULT it is to "Change" someone's Mind and therefore to "change" their thinking and resultantly, their thoughts. THAT'S the problem we liberals must face when dealing with Cultist Others. What They Believe is VASTLY different from what WE "Believe". You ain't gonna chop someone's arm off because you don't like it. Same is true of their Mind. Ain't no one gonna perform a frontal lobotomy on Trump, ain't
no one gonna perform ANY frontal lobotomies on ANYONE. That ain't how "IT" works.
All that we have is a choice between dialog & social intercourse and Riot & Violence.
We can be Civilized or Barbaric.
It would seem as if there is only ONE choice but no and FUCK NO.
That's the problem.
Since thoughts have Mind as Root and Source, you can see, feel and hear how DIFFICULT it is to "Change" someone's Mind and therefore to "change" their thinking and resultantly, their thoughts. THAT'S the problem we liberals must face when dealing with Cultist Others. What They Believe is VASTLY different from what WE "Believe". You ain't gonna chop someone's arm off because you don't like it. Same is true of their Mind. Ain't no one gonna perform a frontal lobotomy on Trump, ain't
no one gonna perform ANY frontal lobotomies on ANYONE. That ain't how "IT" works.
All that we have is a choice between dialog & social intercourse and Riot & Violence.
We can be Civilized or Barbaric.
It would seem as if there is only ONE choice but no and FUCK NO.
That's the problem.
Shit Spit
As I noted in this morning's twitter, My Guy and Hero, Carl Bernstein, noted that America's Democracy Foundation is built upon Truth. He added bludgeoned that trump is at War with Truth and American Institution of Truth are being bombed into oblivion by trump's bombasts against Education, Finance and Justice. I LOVE this kind of Patriotic Shit but I gotta tell ya Kidz it wears on me. What is this Truth of which Bernstein rails ?
I have issues with Universal Truth's that cannot be verified by Experiential Pragmatism. THAT'S my problem with Einstein's Universe, we gotta TRUST a Guy NO ONE CAN UNDERSTAND. How does that make any COMMON Sense ? We live in a Cult of Einstein. How the fuck did that HAPPEN ? Even when Einstein's Theories were used to radioactively ATOMIZE hundreds of THOUSANDS of INNOCENT Human Beings, we STILL honored and revered Him. The same is true of the Bible. Despite a God who ordered the SLAUGHTER of ENTIRE Villages, "every one and to the last" we WORSHIP the "Father Almighty". The Qur'an and the Muslims didn't get "IT" any better. Words on Paper.
Now we are being forced fed that the Constitution and the Declaration of Independence are MORE THAN "Words on Paper" and we are to sacrifice our lives for these Words and Paper in an almost FUTILE Exasperation of All That Is Supremely Pathetic.
I'm tired of eating all this shit.
I have issues with Universal Truth's that cannot be verified by Experiential Pragmatism. THAT'S my problem with Einstein's Universe, we gotta TRUST a Guy NO ONE CAN UNDERSTAND. How does that make any COMMON Sense ? We live in a Cult of Einstein. How the fuck did that HAPPEN ? Even when Einstein's Theories were used to radioactively ATOMIZE hundreds of THOUSANDS of INNOCENT Human Beings, we STILL honored and revered Him. The same is true of the Bible. Despite a God who ordered the SLAUGHTER of ENTIRE Villages, "every one and to the last" we WORSHIP the "Father Almighty". The Qur'an and the Muslims didn't get "IT" any better. Words on Paper.
Now we are being forced fed that the Constitution and the Declaration of Independence are MORE THAN "Words on Paper" and we are to sacrifice our lives for these Words and Paper in an almost FUTILE Exasperation of All That Is Supremely Pathetic.
I'm tired of eating all this shit.
...just axe me...
You guys may want to read my "Twitter" this morning desilva_stephen @twitter.com in order to get a better appreciation for this mornings "mind meal". As I wrote there, I awoke at 1 a.m. full of a questioning anxiety over yesterday's flow. I never know if I "get it rite", if what I write is of any value given who I am and WHAT I am. Intellectual largess can appear as vacuous anomaly --- just because I read books doesn't mean I can offer DEPTH of Understanding. What's worse, what I MAKE worse, is the valuation of "Interpretation" which is all that MY History can "intend". Insight as Opinion can harbor outright Danger. Knowledge as Power is fucking DANGEROUS.
At the close of yesterday's production I left you Kidz with the image of conservatives being lashed to altars and drawn by stallions and quartered by axes. I gotta tell ya, even for ME, and I wrote that shit, it was scary. Needful to say, I have axes to grind on the skulls of the Privileged Elite, Those that BELIEVE they have no Equals, least of all US.
They adamantly REFUSE to pay WHAT THEY OWE, firmly CONVINCED that THEIR Money should be spent on THEIR projects, and as such, should GUARANTEE them some form of Profit ---- they should be REWARDED for their CHARITY, and their REFUSAL to submit to American Democratic Taxation BE RIGHTEOUSLY IGNORED.
I can't, at this point in my needful life, get passed their IT.
At the close of yesterday's production I left you Kidz with the image of conservatives being lashed to altars and drawn by stallions and quartered by axes. I gotta tell ya, even for ME, and I wrote that shit, it was scary. Needful to say, I have axes to grind on the skulls of the Privileged Elite, Those that BELIEVE they have no Equals, least of all US.
They adamantly REFUSE to pay WHAT THEY OWE, firmly CONVINCED that THEIR Money should be spent on THEIR projects, and as such, should GUARANTEE them some form of Profit ---- they should be REWARDED for their CHARITY, and their REFUSAL to submit to American Democratic Taxation BE RIGHTEOUSLY IGNORED.
I can't, at this point in my needful life, get passed their IT.
Sunday, October 21, 2018
Infliction Jurisdiction
...so when Einstein posited "E = M CxC" all I could figure is that the Universe had, as its All, Energy which could be manipulated by Velocity, which, in my mind, made the Universe JUST Energy and Speed. I'm all like, THAT'S IT ?????? Energy and Speed ? That's all you got ? I HAD-TO question, Where are the equations for Evolution and Human Dignity ? Where's the equation for Rupts ? What's the equation for ME ?
Last time I checked Prayer did NOT stop Hitler. God created Hitler as sure as I am hitting these keys. THAT'S why we must be ever so careful applying GOD to HUMAN Carelessness. WE are responsible for HUMAN Atrocities.
This "Responsibility" is what I want to inflict, "Inquisition" Style, upon the Filthy Rich and Squalor Elites that want to be "responsible" for our Society as Culture. They MUST be forced to fully accept THEIR RESPONSIBILITY for electing a Pure Cruelist to the Office of POTUS. This idea of ONE ISSUE representation is, at best, REREHENSIBLE. Those folks that voted for trump because of ONE Issue, and then want to DENY his Criminal and Human Atrocities as NOT THEIR OWN, must be suffered onto HISTORICAL Torture by being drawn and quartered by stallion and axe.
When they DENY the SAVAGE BRUTALITY inflicted upon CAGED CHILDREN and INNOCENT Diplomats, they MUST be brought to OUR Jurisdiction of Common HUMAN Decency and made to endure the Punishment for Earthly Human Defilement.
So it is, so it must be.
Rock steady........steady as We go....
Last time I checked Prayer did NOT stop Hitler. God created Hitler as sure as I am hitting these keys. THAT'S why we must be ever so careful applying GOD to HUMAN Carelessness. WE are responsible for HUMAN Atrocities.
This "Responsibility" is what I want to inflict, "Inquisition" Style, upon the Filthy Rich and Squalor Elites that want to be "responsible" for our Society as Culture. They MUST be forced to fully accept THEIR RESPONSIBILITY for electing a Pure Cruelist to the Office of POTUS. This idea of ONE ISSUE representation is, at best, REREHENSIBLE. Those folks that voted for trump because of ONE Issue, and then want to DENY his Criminal and Human Atrocities as NOT THEIR OWN, must be suffered onto HISTORICAL Torture by being drawn and quartered by stallion and axe.
When they DENY the SAVAGE BRUTALITY inflicted upon CAGED CHILDREN and INNOCENT Diplomats, they MUST be brought to OUR Jurisdiction of Common HUMAN Decency and made to endure the Punishment for Earthly Human Defilement.
So it is, so it must be.
Rock steady........steady as We go....
The Power of Rupts
I don't know how LOVE is gonna make my fucking CRIMINAL "neighbors" PAY THEIR FUCKING SHARE of OBLIGATIONAL Taxes. God's Bi-Polarity breeds a fucking CONTEMPT for an Abstract "Fairness", itself, (the Contempt), a VIOLATION of Abstract Justice, an Ideal that both confounds and confuses those of us subject to the Laws of Common Decency to which ONLY WE abide. THIS is what leads Exasperation to Infuriation. If we are all HUMANS why should Human Nature (as an "Itself") deny us Truth as Egalitarian Equality ? Where is the so-called Uniformity of Human Nature ? Why is it (Human Nature) so susceptible to Fracture ?
Power Core-rupts. Power Dis-rupts. Power Inter-rupts. There are Rupt-Ures. "It" must be in the "Rupts". Rupts is its own Cosmic Force.
Human Nature is susceptible to Rupts.
Power Core-rupts. Power Dis-rupts. Power Inter-rupts. There are Rupt-Ures. "It" must be in the "Rupts". Rupts is its own Cosmic Force.
Human Nature is susceptible to Rupts.
The Secret TO God is Steve DeSilva
It MAY be GARGANTUAN-ly inappropriate to express, The Secret of God is Steve DeSilva, but I gotta tell ya kidz, because of my Guy and HERO, Ludwig Feuerbach, Pen-Man of The Essence of Christianity and the Phrase, "the secret of God is Anthropology" I MUST confess that in order to make God in MY "Image", well then, I GOTTA "make" Him Bi-Polar. God is Bi-Polar. Only THEN can I account for HIS Love of Absurdity as Actuality, HIS Poetic Malfeasance, that of "Love Thy Neighbor As Thyself". Go Figure on that. My fucking Neighbor is robbing me the fuck BLIND and swindling all my hard earned Medicare and Medic-Aid while HE sits on HIS fat fucking ass watching re-runs of "Tosh.0" and nibbling on Deli thin-sliced Muenster Cheese. Been there on that. When Grotesque Horror is on the TEE VEE, you know the kind, starving children dying of thirst, I gots to click to Comfort & EASE 'cuz Human Atrocity leaves a bad taste in my mouth - - - it's the HUMAN "Thing To do" IGNORE THE SUFFERING OF OTHERS. Guilty I am. Make no mistake.
I can live with that Guilt. And let me add the Absurdity -- I MUST live with this Guilt or I will DIE. THAT'S what the Instinct of Self Preservation does. It PROTECTS us from our own Defilements.
What can we do but shake our heads ?
I can live with that Guilt. And let me add the Absurdity -- I MUST live with this Guilt or I will DIE. THAT'S what the Instinct of Self Preservation does. It PROTECTS us from our own Defilements.
What can we do but shake our heads ?
Tactical Deception
Why "work" if you can steal ?
In his text, The Prehistory Of The Mind The Cognitive Origins of Art, Religion and Science, my Guy and Hero, Steven Mithen, infuriates with a passage titled "Tactical Deception". Pre-Historical Man could simply sit and wait, while his Industrious Neighbor set out to ravage for food. While Mr Industry accomplished HIS private ends, Mr Tactical Deception helped himself to the stores secured by his neighbor, adding what we now consider CRIMINALITY to the genetic code for Human Asshole-ism. Why risk your life attempting to kill DINOSUARS when you could sit on your fat fucking ass killing TIME ? Once gone, Tactical could play Hide and Seek, [hold the Seek] to gain a month's FREE meals. Even if CAUGHT IN THE ACT, if Mister Criminal was BIGGER and STRONGER from eating all of his neighbors succor, Mr Industrious was screwed five times to Hell and 7 times to Over. The irony is FABULOUS. The true Hunter exhausted from a days Calgary, is TOO weakened to FIGHT for What is Rightly HIS.
You gotta figure the Wonderful ODACITY of the Prime Creator. You work for a living -- all to have it STOLEN by a one WHO DOES NOT WORK.
God is Sinful.
I, too, know what it's like to work hard at Doing Nothing. It is GLORIOUSLY Sinful, and I REVEL in this Sin.
But is it SIN or a composite of Genetic Material ?
In his text, The Prehistory Of The Mind The Cognitive Origins of Art, Religion and Science, my Guy and Hero, Steven Mithen, infuriates with a passage titled "Tactical Deception". Pre-Historical Man could simply sit and wait, while his Industrious Neighbor set out to ravage for food. While Mr Industry accomplished HIS private ends, Mr Tactical Deception helped himself to the stores secured by his neighbor, adding what we now consider CRIMINALITY to the genetic code for Human Asshole-ism. Why risk your life attempting to kill DINOSUARS when you could sit on your fat fucking ass killing TIME ? Once gone, Tactical could play Hide and Seek, [hold the Seek] to gain a month's FREE meals. Even if CAUGHT IN THE ACT, if Mister Criminal was BIGGER and STRONGER from eating all of his neighbors succor, Mr Industrious was screwed five times to Hell and 7 times to Over. The irony is FABULOUS. The true Hunter exhausted from a days Calgary, is TOO weakened to FIGHT for What is Rightly HIS.
You gotta figure the Wonderful ODACITY of the Prime Creator. You work for a living -- all to have it STOLEN by a one WHO DOES NOT WORK.
God is Sinful.
I, too, know what it's like to work hard at Doing Nothing. It is GLORIOUSLY Sinful, and I REVEL in this Sin.
But is it SIN or a composite of Genetic Material ?
Psycho Logic
It's like, all I want to know is WHY rich folks don't want to pay their obligated Taxes, and WHY they will pay the SAME AMOUNT IN DUE TAXATION to lawyers and accountants just to (seemingly) ESCAPE their Duty to American Democracy. WHY do they HATE paying Taxes --- WHY ARE THEY SO FUCKING SELFISH ? What aspect of their genetics PREVENTS them from being TOTALLY HUMAN, where Being Human registers as being able to Love Compassionately, Generously and Devotionally.
There is a Psycho-Logic that infuriates me. It explains EVERYTHING, and what it doesn't, Karma, DOES.
In a drunken stupor I once scrawled, The Unknowable is COMPLETELY knowable. In stoned-out delirium I quoted, "The Finite [Mind] CANNOT understand the Infinite" --- which means Man's Mind CANNOT understand [or fathom] GOD'S MIND.
I LOATHE that Mystery becomes Mystical. Here, the only leverage that can be applied is that of Imagination.
Trump got elected --- Mystery upon Misery. The Rich Poor and the Squalor Elite elected a man who refused to pay Taxes.
The Driving Theme in American Democracy --- AVOID ALL TAXATION.
And now we enter Jane Mayer's World of Dark Money.
There is a Psycho-Logic that infuriates me. It explains EVERYTHING, and what it doesn't, Karma, DOES.
In a drunken stupor I once scrawled, The Unknowable is COMPLETELY knowable. In stoned-out delirium I quoted, "The Finite [Mind] CANNOT understand the Infinite" --- which means Man's Mind CANNOT understand [or fathom] GOD'S MIND.
I LOATHE that Mystery becomes Mystical. Here, the only leverage that can be applied is that of Imagination.
Trump got elected --- Mystery upon Misery. The Rich Poor and the Squalor Elite elected a man who refused to pay Taxes.
The Driving Theme in American Democracy --- AVOID ALL TAXATION.
And now we enter Jane Mayer's World of Dark Money.
The Ancient Geeks
I have a situational scrutiny that relies upon Zen Influence to excrete the Marrow from Bone. I feel it is my job to secure the Essence of Value, as best I can, in the same way that professors offer pages and passages of a book in their effort to squeeze out only the IMPORTANT aspects of a theme or paradigm. Geeks like me LOVE to read, but I KNOW it is a LUXURY, therefore my Efforts are to keep it Real by offering MY "interpretation" as YOUR foundation. When addressed you can at least offer your understanding of my evaluation --- that, at the least, gives you something, which is SOOOOO much better than SILENCE. I want you Kidz to be "tuned IN" not tuned OUT.
The problem is that there remains SOOOO MUCH MORE shit that NEEDS to be addressed.
Within Giridharadas' Winners Take All are categories of Rich Folks that NEED a darker and RICHER micro-scope-ism along deeply Psychological Textures. Anthropology, Sociology and the sub-system Ethnography don't exactly offer ENOUGH to give us operational success, the success that somehow offers solutions to problems of Human Authenticity, those of Nature and Substance. For me it's ALWAYS the content and manifestation of Human Nature itself. I am quite obsessed even though I can EASILY resort to "Karma is Karma" and leave it at "That". It's bull and yak shit of course --- I CAN'T.
The problem is that there remains SOOOO MUCH MORE shit that NEEDS to be addressed.
Within Giridharadas' Winners Take All are categories of Rich Folks that NEED a darker and RICHER micro-scope-ism along deeply Psychological Textures. Anthropology, Sociology and the sub-system Ethnography don't exactly offer ENOUGH to give us operational success, the success that somehow offers solutions to problems of Human Authenticity, those of Nature and Substance. For me it's ALWAYS the content and manifestation of Human Nature itself. I am quite obsessed even though I can EASILY resort to "Karma is Karma" and leave it at "That". It's bull and yak shit of course --- I CAN'T.
Ben Foar
This was no "What the fuck was THAT all about ?", it was completely knowable, I have so much Academic shit cluttering my mind, and I'm apparently too fucking LAZY to address it, choosing instead, to deflect ACTUAL book and desk effort with seismic "industry" --- I'd rather work out of doors and train rather than sit inside, review old notes and categorize paragraphs of personal historic applications.
I have issues ----- ALL of us have issues ---- Oddly there is NO solace in that --- If only....... .
I coulda let it all go, the dream and its meaning, had it not "been for" what was playing in my head --- Huey Lewis and The News's, "I Know What I like". Here there was SOMETHING "going on" that was troubling in its sheer delight. Huey and his News Guys offer a DRIVING Pound-On Beat with RAGING Horn Harmony for a simple Statement of Fact. Who actually GIVES A SHIT if Huey and His "know what they like" what's the BIG fucking deal ??? But this Statement of Fact is OVERWHELMING as a Self Identity in that maybe and perhaps it's so freaking IMPORTANT simply and merely because Other Folks DO NOT KNOW "What it is they like".
There's the COSMIC Problem. Folks that don't know "what they like" but float about on the Stream of Dream blown hither and tither by the winds of Time and the Breath of the Fates.
You can see it rite ?
I have issues ----- ALL of us have issues ---- Oddly there is NO solace in that --- If only....... .
I coulda let it all go, the dream and its meaning, had it not "been for" what was playing in my head --- Huey Lewis and The News's, "I Know What I like". Here there was SOMETHING "going on" that was troubling in its sheer delight. Huey and his News Guys offer a DRIVING Pound-On Beat with RAGING Horn Harmony for a simple Statement of Fact. Who actually GIVES A SHIT if Huey and His "know what they like" what's the BIG fucking deal ??? But this Statement of Fact is OVERWHELMING as a Self Identity in that maybe and perhaps it's so freaking IMPORTANT simply and merely because Other Folks DO NOT KNOW "What it is they like".
There's the COSMIC Problem. Folks that don't know "what they like" but float about on the Stream of Dream blown hither and tither by the winds of Time and the Breath of the Fates.
You can see it rite ?
Idiot-syncrasy
I awoke 3 times from the same dream in which I had chanced upon a degraded enterprise operated from a "goody 2 shoes" who was Kind Hearted but out of touch with Business Industry, not the noun, the adjective. In the dream I entered what should have been a flower and plant emporium, of the nature of niche-ism, the one which availed the owner's identity as "selling point". Her place was a mess. Idiosyncrasy had devolved to DeSilva's IDIOT-syncrasy and she needed all the help she could get. Even within the dream I recognized her as "Crone", the Sage Witch of Jungian Archetypal Periodic Table--- she had yellow teeth, a sledge-hammer of frog-as-princess identification.
How she was able to procure even minimal sustenance was question formidable. She had precious little on her shelves, the floor was littered with Treasured Useless deemed HIGHLY-SOUGHT and you could tell, rather I could tell, she was one of Those that could perceive Rare Beauty in the common place of gadget and gizmo.
Adorable about covers it.
How she was able to procure even minimal sustenance was question formidable. She had precious little on her shelves, the floor was littered with Treasured Useless deemed HIGHLY-SOUGHT and you could tell, rather I could tell, she was one of Those that could perceive Rare Beauty in the common place of gadget and gizmo.
Adorable about covers it.
Friday, October 12, 2018
Goin' down to finish up ...
I'm goin' down [to my last line] to finish up [this blog series] =
We must try to become united by "CHALLENGE".
I have been insanely obsessed by my inability to conjure spell-as-remedy for American DIS-Unification. I was seeking to rediscover those Aspects & Characteristics that defined Americanism (What it MEANS to be American) and I have stymied myself at every turn and intersection, which has, inevitably, brought me to stall. CULTURAL Characteristics implode as an INTRINSIC Fracturing that manifests as a DENIAL of Similarity and ADVANCES a Wrathful Tribal-i-zation that has flooded the American Collective. I was DROWNING in that Great Flood.
It has taken me months to finally make the Shore of Challenge. Challenge is the Land upon which ALL of US can stand. EVERY Culture, EVERY Sub-Culture and EVERY Stratum has experienced Challenge as Primal Motivational Incentive.
We should not and MUST not be actuated to Suffering and Misery as THE "Shared Commonality" that Slave-CHAINS us to Primal Political Degenerative Hostility but instead we must be UNIFIED by the Greatest Of All --- AMERICAN CHALLENGE --- the Challenge of Democratic Virtue that MUST redefine our DIVINE MANIFEST DESTINY.
We are to fully ACCEPT this CHALLENGE of Civilization or submit to a DE-Evolution that RETURNS us to jungle predators.
Clearly, there IZ only ONE decision to make.
Rock steady........steady as WE go....
We must try to become united by "CHALLENGE".
I have been insanely obsessed by my inability to conjure spell-as-remedy for American DIS-Unification. I was seeking to rediscover those Aspects & Characteristics that defined Americanism (What it MEANS to be American) and I have stymied myself at every turn and intersection, which has, inevitably, brought me to stall. CULTURAL Characteristics implode as an INTRINSIC Fracturing that manifests as a DENIAL of Similarity and ADVANCES a Wrathful Tribal-i-zation that has flooded the American Collective. I was DROWNING in that Great Flood.
It has taken me months to finally make the Shore of Challenge. Challenge is the Land upon which ALL of US can stand. EVERY Culture, EVERY Sub-Culture and EVERY Stratum has experienced Challenge as Primal Motivational Incentive.
We should not and MUST not be actuated to Suffering and Misery as THE "Shared Commonality" that Slave-CHAINS us to Primal Political Degenerative Hostility but instead we must be UNIFIED by the Greatest Of All --- AMERICAN CHALLENGE --- the Challenge of Democratic Virtue that MUST redefine our DIVINE MANIFEST DESTINY.
We are to fully ACCEPT this CHALLENGE of Civilization or submit to a DE-Evolution that RETURNS us to jungle predators.
Clearly, there IZ only ONE decision to make.
Rock steady........steady as WE go....
Jection
So you can read what has "happened". I had to "create" Entities that can't possibly Exist, and a Realm that can't possibly Exist, in order to advance my Theory that DOES Exist, a one that conjects a Utopia that MAY Exist, in order to satisfy the Demands of a Democracy Utopia that SHOULD Exist IFF "Perfection" is to be Attained. You gotta understand that my Theory of Evolution is one where Political Trajectory is always headed toward Absolute Perfection. This MEANS that Negativity in all ITS Forms are supremely NEUTRALIZED by the Positive Aspects of Humanity, Those of Intellectual Nobility and Philosophical Virtue, i.e., the Ones of Divine Compassion and Heavenly Generosity.
Evolution presuppose that Negative characteristics HINDER Growth and Development and Positive Attributes PROMOTE a Universalism of HEALTHY Strength and RIGOROUS Compassion. Indeed, Strength BECOMES Compassion, as Human Consciousness matures. Ignorance at THIS Juncture becomes genetically INFERIOR and is subject to Cosmic REJECTION. The same is true of Hatred, Bigotry, Racism.
Evolution presuppose that Negative characteristics HINDER Growth and Development and Positive Attributes PROMOTE a Universalism of HEALTHY Strength and RIGOROUS Compassion. Indeed, Strength BECOMES Compassion, as Human Consciousness matures. Ignorance at THIS Juncture becomes genetically INFERIOR and is subject to Cosmic REJECTION. The same is true of Hatred, Bigotry, Racism.
They call him Mister Slavery.
Next thing we know SLAVERY attacks both the North and the South with a vehement Vengeance the likes of which was UNKNOWN to the World. Here, once again, I MUST "make" Slavery an "Entity" in that "It" acts as a Very REAL Force, (where force is a Cultural Dynamic) that "acts" upon the American Collective Conscious, a Consciousness that is SUPPOSE to be "Unified".
I'm figurin' to make Slavery a MAGNIFIER of Human Aware-less-ness, a Social BLINDNESS that perpetrates a Species IR-RATIONALITY, the one where White Folks consider Black Folks as ANIMALS, and thus allows White Folks the Justification for Slavery, a Slavery that imposes Beasts of Burden Exaction upon Fellow Human Beings.
I can't imagine that "IT", Americanism, can POSSIBLY get any worse.
You gotta figure that Northern-ers considered Southern-Errs as Mentally fucking ILL.
The Civil War wasn't Civil at all. It was MEDICAL.
Normalers versus Illers.
I'm figurin' to make Slavery a MAGNIFIER of Human Aware-less-ness, a Social BLINDNESS that perpetrates a Species IR-RATIONALITY, the one where White Folks consider Black Folks as ANIMALS, and thus allows White Folks the Justification for Slavery, a Slavery that imposes Beasts of Burden Exaction upon Fellow Human Beings.
I can't imagine that "IT", Americanism, can POSSIBLY get any worse.
You gotta figure that Northern-ers considered Southern-Errs as Mentally fucking ILL.
The Civil War wasn't Civil at all. It was MEDICAL.
Normalers versus Illers.
Crueltors
The greatest, check that, MY greatest difficulty thus far has been discovering Those Aspects of Americanism that can represent the Abstractionalism of Philosophical Ideation. You gotta figure that The First Folks To Set Ashore were ESCAPISTS, they want to ESCAPE Religious Persecution. We DON'T hear THAT in our National Anthem. There is no Anthemism that correctly portrays Native Souls as Compassionate Beings, Themselves given to the Native-Born Spirituality of Compassion, Generosity and Kindness. Those Nit Wit Mayflower-arians would have wilted and DIED had it not been for the VAST Nobility of Native CIVILZATION.
A couple of generations later, the Natives were "thanked" by wholesale Persecution, a European Genocide, the seeming prolog of Hitlerian Atrocity.
So now we have Escapists presenting THEIR Persecution as Ultimate Political Reality, a Reality that transformed Cruelty as "Justice".
American Heinous Cruelty as Divine Justice. Americans as Crueltors.
So far no good.
Americans are, at this point, defined by Diabolical Cruelty.
I ask, Where's the Love ?
A couple of generations later, the Natives were "thanked" by wholesale Persecution, a European Genocide, the seeming prolog of Hitlerian Atrocity.
So now we have Escapists presenting THEIR Persecution as Ultimate Political Reality, a Reality that transformed Cruelty as "Justice".
American Heinous Cruelty as Divine Justice. Americans as Crueltors.
So far no good.
Americans are, at this point, defined by Diabolical Cruelty.
I ask, Where's the Love ?
Jointation
It's pitch black and POURING. I won't be able to lift and now I have NO excuse for escaping a blog frenzy that has been "swarming" me for a couple of days.
You Kidz know I have been avoiding the Difficulty of devising (creating) an "Entity" that describes the "One" of "The Nation as ONE", a Complex of Mental Constructs that CAN be metaphor-ed as a Diamond-With-Facets. A Diamond has no "Life", so THAT, although exceedingly seductive, CANNOT truly express America as American-Ism, an ISM that has been depicted as a(n) Homogenization of Multifaceted CULTURAL Dynamics, both Native and Immigrant-ational. Thus, it MUST be an Entity, a One that can achieve "Life" as the Mind & Body Politic of American Ideational Industry. I need to use Industry because "Recently" is also an Entity that suffuses Political Reality with Mythological Aspirations which can and does act as propaganda, the GOOD Kind, the Kind that can soothe and anoint.
My Entity MUST be "consecrated" to make it "Spiritual" in Scope & Measure, and "Mythological" in Compass & Square. My Entity can then "take on" the Physicality that itself MUST be subject to the Laws of Conditioned Non-Conditionality, Buddhist Quantum Mechanics, and DeSilva's Theory of Cosmic Relativity. Otherwise, there can BE no Trajectory of Evolution, the One that binds us to "Advancement to Utopia", The "One" where We, as Planetary Citizens, achieve the Utopic Fantasy of Divine Prosperity and an End to POINTLESS Suffering.
So, there's THAT .....
You Kidz know I have been avoiding the Difficulty of devising (creating) an "Entity" that describes the "One" of "The Nation as ONE", a Complex of Mental Constructs that CAN be metaphor-ed as a Diamond-With-Facets. A Diamond has no "Life", so THAT, although exceedingly seductive, CANNOT truly express America as American-Ism, an ISM that has been depicted as a(n) Homogenization of Multifaceted CULTURAL Dynamics, both Native and Immigrant-ational. Thus, it MUST be an Entity, a One that can achieve "Life" as the Mind & Body Politic of American Ideational Industry. I need to use Industry because "Recently" is also an Entity that suffuses Political Reality with Mythological Aspirations which can and does act as propaganda, the GOOD Kind, the Kind that can soothe and anoint.
My Entity MUST be "consecrated" to make it "Spiritual" in Scope & Measure, and "Mythological" in Compass & Square. My Entity can then "take on" the Physicality that itself MUST be subject to the Laws of Conditioned Non-Conditionality, Buddhist Quantum Mechanics, and DeSilva's Theory of Cosmic Relativity. Otherwise, there can BE no Trajectory of Evolution, the One that binds us to "Advancement to Utopia", The "One" where We, as Planetary Citizens, achieve the Utopic Fantasy of Divine Prosperity and an End to POINTLESS Suffering.
So, there's THAT .....
Wednesday, October 10, 2018
The Age of Rage
I've gone as far as I can this morning. I must leave this here.
America's Foreign Policy of Isolationism and "ME First" exudes a Perverted Egoism that DENIES Human Decency on all and EVERY level. Trump's allegiance to Misery, Antagonism and Political Idolatry bespeaks of HIS Psychosis and thus depicts ALL Americans as raging Lunatics.
It remains for us Normals to defend and PROJECT OUR Values-as-Virtues--- to curtail and reject those aspects of Human Nature that DE-Humanize our Fellow Americans and "Foreign" Others.
It ain't gonna be EZ.
Rock steady........steady as She goes....
America's Foreign Policy of Isolationism and "ME First" exudes a Perverted Egoism that DENIES Human Decency on all and EVERY level. Trump's allegiance to Misery, Antagonism and Political Idolatry bespeaks of HIS Psychosis and thus depicts ALL Americans as raging Lunatics.
It remains for us Normals to defend and PROJECT OUR Values-as-Virtues--- to curtail and reject those aspects of Human Nature that DE-Humanize our Fellow Americans and "Foreign" Others.
It ain't gonna be EZ.
Rock steady........steady as She goes....
Feel me ...
It just doesn't SEEM egregious to have your EGO be responsible for the Misery and Grief of THOUSANDS of Others, who are Universally dependent upon the Universality of Human Kindness and Human Generosity. I MUST argue for the Case of Human UNIVERSAL Decency, that Human Decency is a UNIVERSAL Ideal, both ABSTRACT and Real --- and the FACT --- that it is BOTH Abstract and Experientially REAL, is what makes Human Decency Political CONCRETE. So it is and so it MUST be, that the defilement of Human Decency acts as an Ingersoll Rand powered jackhammer upon the Concrete Foundation of American Political Existence.
Cruelism is such a Defilement.
Can you feel me now ???
Cruelism is such a Defilement.
Can you feel me now ???
Hell or Bust
You can see that I must make the case, Rhetorically, for the Existence of a Utopia that can only be reached if Human Nature adheres to a Value System of Abstraction Ideals which then acts as Vehicle, much in the same way that the Mahayana in Buddhism IZ the "Vehicle" that "transports" a devotee to Nirvana, the Buddhist Utopia of Absolute Here and Absolute Now.
This ain't as EZ as it appears. There's NO freaking Way to PROVE that a Democracy Utopia CAN exist, let alone DOES Exist. Nor can there be a way to PROVE that Human Nature is CAPABLE of such a Journey to the Promised Land. When we use History as Microscope and Telescope we can see that FAILURE is the Norm of Universal Will-as-Effort. This is because of the True Nature of Existence, that Existence is DEPENDENT upon "Arising, Stability, Decay and Dissolution", actualizes Ultimate Reality. Things get birthed, they mature, decay, degenerate and die, ALL Things Nations and Empires included. We are subject to the Laws of the Universe. Nothing lasts forever and that INCLUDES Univereses. Nations and Empires at THIS point become mere figments of the Creators Imagination, here one minute, gone the next.
Remember Kidz, even Eternity has an Expiration Date ----- so too with Democracy.
This ain't as EZ as it appears. There's NO freaking Way to PROVE that a Democracy Utopia CAN exist, let alone DOES Exist. Nor can there be a way to PROVE that Human Nature is CAPABLE of such a Journey to the Promised Land. When we use History as Microscope and Telescope we can see that FAILURE is the Norm of Universal Will-as-Effort. This is because of the True Nature of Existence, that Existence is DEPENDENT upon "Arising, Stability, Decay and Dissolution", actualizes Ultimate Reality. Things get birthed, they mature, decay, degenerate and die, ALL Things Nations and Empires included. We are subject to the Laws of the Universe. Nothing lasts forever and that INCLUDES Univereses. Nations and Empires at THIS point become mere figments of the Creators Imagination, here one minute, gone the next.
Remember Kidz, even Eternity has an Expiration Date ----- so too with Democracy.
...due-ly elected...
I ain't no Dave Gallogly and CERTAINLY no Marc Fortin. I consider myself due-ly elected to the History Hall of Maim, the stratosphere of esoteric trans-substantiation, where I take Heavenly Ambrosia and Divine Procreational Activity and reduce it to Street "rutting" and Gutter fare. The other day in my Book of Revelations I scrawled,
WE GOTTA TELL THOS FUCKING ASSHOLES THAT WE AREN'T GONNA EAT THEIR SHIT ANY LONGER ! "Classic Steve DeSilva" as Dave would say and most definitely due-ly noted. I'm not that smot and I'm wicket weak. I allow my insanity to speak my words --- Mental Tantrums gone the way of prejudiced clamor, emotion as Validation of Sensation. I'm BIG on that.
What I WANT is for trumpist to take FULL Responsibility of Cruelism so as to ACKNOWLEDGE trump's Human Atrocities AS THEIR OWN. Then I want them to RECANT their allegiance to Misery and Grief by naming themselves as Public Enemies subject to Penitential Subjugation of the Ultimate Disgraced Order. THIS is why I'm Chock Full of NUTS. That "That" can't EVER happen. Know why ? Cuz people are people. Remember "Human Nature" ? Human Nature is just like John Barley-Corn insidious, aggressive and invasive. Problem is, Human Nature is ALSO Kind, Generous and Compassionate.
Human Nature is Bi-Polar.
WE GOTTA TELL THOS FUCKING ASSHOLES THAT WE AREN'T GONNA EAT THEIR SHIT ANY LONGER ! "Classic Steve DeSilva" as Dave would say and most definitely due-ly noted. I'm not that smot and I'm wicket weak. I allow my insanity to speak my words --- Mental Tantrums gone the way of prejudiced clamor, emotion as Validation of Sensation. I'm BIG on that.
What I WANT is for trumpist to take FULL Responsibility of Cruelism so as to ACKNOWLEDGE trump's Human Atrocities AS THEIR OWN. Then I want them to RECANT their allegiance to Misery and Grief by naming themselves as Public Enemies subject to Penitential Subjugation of the Ultimate Disgraced Order. THIS is why I'm Chock Full of NUTS. That "That" can't EVER happen. Know why ? Cuz people are people. Remember "Human Nature" ? Human Nature is just like John Barley-Corn insidious, aggressive and invasive. Problem is, Human Nature is ALSO Kind, Generous and Compassionate.
Human Nature is Bi-Polar.
Lord of the Guys
Some of you may recall that when trump took office I wrote that he was gonna create the American Man in HIS Image. "That" has, more or less, transpired, more more than less. America is now hideously disfigured as Universal Standards of Human Beauty have been defiled by trumps sub-human Policy of Cruelty, which I have labeled Cruel-ism. I maintain a Utopic Idealism that certain Abstracts are inherently Beautiful such as Freedom, Justice, Equality and all the other Happy Horseshit, so I feel a sense of Duty and Obligation, that if I'm so fucking Beauteous WHERE is MY creation of the Perfect American Citizen. Great question !!!!
You can see the problem. Trump IZ the American Face and Body Politic. His mind and body are really REAL, so too his Cruelism. One by one, step by step, trump is making America in HIS "image". Who among us can oppose such Diabolical Anathema ?
What is the True Nature of the Ideal American Citizen and HOW is this Citizen to be objectified as Essential ?
In other words, how can I make trumpists eat their own shit ?????
You can see the problem. Trump IZ the American Face and Body Politic. His mind and body are really REAL, so too his Cruelism. One by one, step by step, trump is making America in HIS "image". Who among us can oppose such Diabolical Anathema ?
What is the True Nature of the Ideal American Citizen and HOW is this Citizen to be objectified as Essential ?
In other words, how can I make trumpists eat their own shit ?????
Issue Fissure
I wondered about the strategy of confronting trumpists with the reality of Single Issue. Would it be possible to single-out the Single Issue and make its RAMIFICATIONS the object of a discussion that would result in an acknowledgement of Higher Order Rationale, a Rationale that would lead to a "change of mind and a change of heart".
Would trumpists recoil from Truth ?
Consider trump's Cruel-ism manifested as Family Dis-Connect, the one where INFANTS and CHILDREN have been mercilessly ripped from the safety and security of Parental Protection, to be caged like wild ANIMALS in penitentiary-like compounds and detention centers. Thousands of FAMILIES have been cleaved by trumpists and trumpism, in a Cruelty so horrific it echoes that of Nazi Germany.
Single Issue Voters have "gotten their way" but at what expense ?
Is one Person's Single Issue, to cause the Misery, Grief, and Untold Terror of THOUSANDS ????
How can that be ? What has "happened" to the American Conscience ?
Why is there such great SOLACE in the Suffering of Others ?
Would trumpists recoil from Truth ?
Consider trump's Cruel-ism manifested as Family Dis-Connect, the one where INFANTS and CHILDREN have been mercilessly ripped from the safety and security of Parental Protection, to be caged like wild ANIMALS in penitentiary-like compounds and detention centers. Thousands of FAMILIES have been cleaved by trumpists and trumpism, in a Cruelty so horrific it echoes that of Nazi Germany.
Single Issue Voters have "gotten their way" but at what expense ?
Is one Person's Single Issue, to cause the Misery, Grief, and Untold Terror of THOUSANDS ????
How can that be ? What has "happened" to the American Conscience ?
Why is there such great SOLACE in the Suffering of Others ?
"Oh say, can you see ?"
History reports that entire American FAMILIES were "torn asunder" by the Concept of Slavery, meaning, brother stood against brother, with regard to the Justification of Slavery as opposed to the Concept of Democratic Equality, the one where "All men are created Equal", thereby making Slavery UN-Just. Here it was that the Staggeringly Bewildering became manifest as Outright War, Brother against Brother, Citizen against Citizen, a Nation Divided by Concepts and their Manifestation.
Ideas kill. Thoughts slay.
So it is that just ONE idea --- just ONE thought --- can be the downfall of an Entire Nation, if that Nation is unprepared.
So it is with Single Issue Voters, their Single Issue acted like a Giant Cleaver sledge-hammered to the Minds, and Hearts of the American Body Politic.
I KNOW trump is an asshole but he's Pro Life.
I KNOW trump's an asshole, but he's gonna load the Supreme Court with conservatives.
I KNOW trump is a racist but he's gonna bring back jobs.
I KNOW trump is a Neo-Nazi but he's gonna impose tariffs to protect our Industries.
I KNOW trump is an imbecilic moron but he's PRO-GUNS.
You can see it rite ?
Ideas kill. Thoughts slay.
So it is that just ONE idea --- just ONE thought --- can be the downfall of an Entire Nation, if that Nation is unprepared.
So it is with Single Issue Voters, their Single Issue acted like a Giant Cleaver sledge-hammered to the Minds, and Hearts of the American Body Politic.
I KNOW trump is an asshole but he's Pro Life.
I KNOW trump's an asshole, but he's gonna load the Supreme Court with conservatives.
I KNOW trump is a racist but he's gonna bring back jobs.
I KNOW trump is a Neo-Nazi but he's gonna impose tariffs to protect our Industries.
I KNOW trump is an imbecilic moron but he's PRO-GUNS.
You can see it rite ?
Cruel-ism
I don't know if you Kidz can appreciate a mind filled with thoughts that reaches a "critical mass" which becomes unsustainable, at which point the mind must be emptied in order to regain a viable stability.
I have asked myself again and again, like some crazed and obsessed insane person, HOW can us Normal Folks, the Folks of Kindness, Generosity, Compassion and Idealism, DEAL with Folks who value, (supposedly) what WE value, yet vote for a man who is DEVOID of ANY Humanistic Values, Don-Old Trump, to be specific.
We have been told that Good, Honest and DECENT Folks voted for trump, as "Single Issue" "Responsives", where Responsives means, folks who vote as a Response to their INNER Core Being. I am appalled that my Primary Care Physician voted for Trump, as did a couple of my Dentists, and my Opthamologist as well. These Good, Honest and DECENT Folks report themselves to be Care GIVERS, yet they voted for a man WHO IS THEIR EXACT OPPOSITE except for ONE Issue.
We are told by nit and dim wits that "They held their nose" and "voted for trump" DESPITE the rancid STENCH of his Applied Anti-Democratic Cruel-ism. Who would even CONSIDER such a vote, given a mans publically expressed REVULSION for the Democratic Ideals upon which this Nation was constructed ?
Somethin' is definitely fucked up, but you CANNOT just say to a trumpist, Holy Fuck are YOU fucked-up.
I asked my Doc, a Woman, How do you feel about trump's cruelty to Immigrant Children ? She did not even turn to respond, she kept her gaze on the computer screen.
Silence dead Silence.
I have asked myself again and again, like some crazed and obsessed insane person, HOW can us Normal Folks, the Folks of Kindness, Generosity, Compassion and Idealism, DEAL with Folks who value, (supposedly) what WE value, yet vote for a man who is DEVOID of ANY Humanistic Values, Don-Old Trump, to be specific.
We have been told that Good, Honest and DECENT Folks voted for trump, as "Single Issue" "Responsives", where Responsives means, folks who vote as a Response to their INNER Core Being. I am appalled that my Primary Care Physician voted for Trump, as did a couple of my Dentists, and my Opthamologist as well. These Good, Honest and DECENT Folks report themselves to be Care GIVERS, yet they voted for a man WHO IS THEIR EXACT OPPOSITE except for ONE Issue.
We are told by nit and dim wits that "They held their nose" and "voted for trump" DESPITE the rancid STENCH of his Applied Anti-Democratic Cruel-ism. Who would even CONSIDER such a vote, given a mans publically expressed REVULSION for the Democratic Ideals upon which this Nation was constructed ?
Somethin' is definitely fucked up, but you CANNOT just say to a trumpist, Holy Fuck are YOU fucked-up.
I asked my Doc, a Woman, How do you feel about trump's cruelty to Immigrant Children ? She did not even turn to respond, she kept her gaze on the computer screen.
Silence dead Silence.
Sunday, October 7, 2018
The Adapt Fix
Listen Kidz, there is a School of Recent Thought that is problematically axiomatic. It is the Conservative Conceit that Man MUST be "REACTIONARY, rather than PRO-Actionary. The example commonly used is Climate Change. Conservatives DO NOT WANT the Change that IMPOSES Regulations upon existing Atrocity Machines and Industries, but instead they call for a New Technology that will ADAPT Us to New Environmental HORRORS. Clearly, Regulation entails RESPONSIBILITY, a Thing that Conservative Elitists are committed to repulse. To THEM, the Industry Status Quo is PERFECT because it is US not THEM that must endure its toxicity and lethality. They reap the BENEFITS of OUR Misery, Hardship and Suffering.
They want to get paid for poisoning and killing us.
It really is that simple.
Rock steady........steady as She goes....
They want to get paid for poisoning and killing us.
It really is that simple.
Rock steady........steady as She goes....
..."but some are more equal than others"...
Allow me to make CERTAIN you kidz get introduced to Giridharadas' Theme = Elite-ists DO NOT WANT TO CHANGE THE STATUS QUO, they want its Form and Structure to REMAIN INTACT because IT satisfies their Rationality of Self-Promotion, the one that declares, "If you work hard and play by the rules, you WILL succeed." They want us to believe in, "You can too" but they are LOATHE to allow us entry into THEIR World of Elitist PRIVILEGE. Gallogly tells "The Tale of Rich Liberals" who want Educational Equality as long as Black Kidz are NOT in THEIR schools.
I must take claim to something that has become Anathema.
It is this = "All men are created equal".
A greater Statement of Political Atrocity has yet to be perpetrated, yet this is the "Gold Standard" upon which Democracy rests.
Look around kidz - - - Look around HARD .......
I must take claim to something that has become Anathema.
It is this = "All men are created equal".
A greater Statement of Political Atrocity has yet to be perpetrated, yet this is the "Gold Standard" upon which Democracy rests.
Look around kidz - - - Look around HARD .......
...just because...
So there's this Extreme = Elite-ists want to get paid for sacrificing NOTHING. They want to "help" Us as long as THEY do NOT have to sacrifice one goddamn thing.
At the core of their being is the desire to feel GOOD about their inherited position in Society, a feeling that is offended by OUR "disapproval" of THEIR scheming cunning, and obsequious condescension. They want to be perceived as Virtuous and Noble (my words not Giridharadas). "Selfish" and "self-aggrandizement" does NOT appear in THEIR Street and Gutter Lexicon, (how can it ?) They want to feel GOOD about ESCAPING their American Democratic DUTY to pay Taxes, so they Charity, somewhat whimsically, but use Business as their Vehicle of Community Worth. They drive the bus that WE built for them, and claim IT as THEIRS. If we want to ride with them WE gotta pay.
So I ask you, Is it Human Nature to want to be paid for "Doing Nothing ?"
At the core of their being is the desire to feel GOOD about their inherited position in Society, a feeling that is offended by OUR "disapproval" of THEIR scheming cunning, and obsequious condescension. They want to be perceived as Virtuous and Noble (my words not Giridharadas). "Selfish" and "self-aggrandizement" does NOT appear in THEIR Street and Gutter Lexicon, (how can it ?) They want to feel GOOD about ESCAPING their American Democratic DUTY to pay Taxes, so they Charity, somewhat whimsically, but use Business as their Vehicle of Community Worth. They drive the bus that WE built for them, and claim IT as THEIRS. If we want to ride with them WE gotta pay.
So I ask you, Is it Human Nature to want to be paid for "Doing Nothing ?"
Slap, Cackle and Flop
I study Human Nature only because I fascinate myself. It's ongoing to the point of delirium, I revel in an ecstasy of Demonic Duality, the one that finds COMFORT in William Golding's Lord of the Flies and Andre Malraux's Man's Fate. Both of which are ragingly neutralized by the SILENCE of Buddha's One Flower Extension, and the Raucous POWER of Chuang Tzu's The Inner Chapters.
It seems that the Do-Gooders BELIEVE that they can manifest Social CHANGE, obviously for the BETTER, by using BUSINESS to "accommodate" hardship, misery and Suffering and thus to ALTER Social Grievance by placing value on INDUSTRY, meaning, because there hasn't been a Socio-POLITICAL Revolution, a One to CHANGE the System to CORRECT Inequality DIRECTLY, they insist that Their Plan is the HIGHEST Option available.
Guys like me see that as a Band-Aid on a bleeding artery. THAT'S what THEIR "Plan" "IZ", and Giridharadas offers THAT as description/explanation.
In order to save Humankind, everyone should become the CEO of his or her own Business. These Elite-ist that have become rich off OUR backs, are gonna tell us how THEY did it, so WE can be like THEM. All we have to do is PAY them for their
"Apps". Their Business is to extract as much as they can from US and to call it, Compassionate SERVICE to Humankind. They have NO interest in changing the System in order to correct those measures that have FORCED oppression on us to begin with.
Theirs ain't no fucking Revolution, it is the Status Quo in REGRESSIVE Mutation.
It seems that the Do-Gooders BELIEVE that they can manifest Social CHANGE, obviously for the BETTER, by using BUSINESS to "accommodate" hardship, misery and Suffering and thus to ALTER Social Grievance by placing value on INDUSTRY, meaning, because there hasn't been a Socio-POLITICAL Revolution, a One to CHANGE the System to CORRECT Inequality DIRECTLY, they insist that Their Plan is the HIGHEST Option available.
Guys like me see that as a Band-Aid on a bleeding artery. THAT'S what THEIR "Plan" "IZ", and Giridharadas offers THAT as description/explanation.
In order to save Humankind, everyone should become the CEO of his or her own Business. These Elite-ist that have become rich off OUR backs, are gonna tell us how THEY did it, so WE can be like THEM. All we have to do is PAY them for their
"Apps". Their Business is to extract as much as they can from US and to call it, Compassionate SERVICE to Humankind. They have NO interest in changing the System in order to correct those measures that have FORCED oppression on us to begin with.
Theirs ain't no fucking Revolution, it is the Status Quo in REGRESSIVE Mutation.
B8
It ain't like I'm holdin' my breath waitin' for Fareed Zakaria's Invitation to be a guest on his Program. Guys like me tend to die as a result of Death, perhaps in the Ease of Relative Poverty, since most of us have no room for hoarding Materialism, ours is a hoard of Spiritualism, itself a Vault of GARGANTUAN Weight, a Weight we burden-toil as Almighty FORCE. It takes GREAT, almost SUPER-HUMAN Effort to "do Nothing" and to leave "Nothing Undone". I'm just sayin'. We don't make it on the TEE-VEE. God help us if we did.
Anand Giridharadas DID make it onto Fareed's Program and I gotta tell ya Kidz, He was COMPELLING because he confessed to being "ONE OF THEM", a wealthy Elitist who was, for all intents and purposes, a WHISTLE BLOWER, of the Highest Order. Confessions are rare to begin with, let alone THIS admission. It was startling.
I took little stock in his affable presentation. He'd written a fucking book, BIG fucking deal, but he had an Intellectual CHARISMA, a GRAVITY, that attracted me to his Theory, that Elites have constructed Their Own Mythology of "Do-Gooding", a Do-Gooding that supplants Ancient Tradition with a highly sophisticated form of Brain Washing, a Subtle but EXTREMELY complex Neurosis of Faux Compassion which is dependent upon Marketry, and Capitalism otherwise introduced as "Market World".
This is where the Social Paradigm is SUPPLANTED by the Business Paradigm, but is generated by SUBLIMINAL Pressure of Self-Enhancement through the almost punitive measure of populace "Extraction".
These Do-Gooders want to save and rescue Humankind, as long as they themselves are handsomely remunerated. We know this as "Win-Win". Giridharadas hollers, HORSESHIT. I agree, just look around.
Anand Giridharadas DID make it onto Fareed's Program and I gotta tell ya Kidz, He was COMPELLING because he confessed to being "ONE OF THEM", a wealthy Elitist who was, for all intents and purposes, a WHISTLE BLOWER, of the Highest Order. Confessions are rare to begin with, let alone THIS admission. It was startling.
I took little stock in his affable presentation. He'd written a fucking book, BIG fucking deal, but he had an Intellectual CHARISMA, a GRAVITY, that attracted me to his Theory, that Elites have constructed Their Own Mythology of "Do-Gooding", a Do-Gooding that supplants Ancient Tradition with a highly sophisticated form of Brain Washing, a Subtle but EXTREMELY complex Neurosis of Faux Compassion which is dependent upon Marketry, and Capitalism otherwise introduced as "Market World".
This is where the Social Paradigm is SUPPLANTED by the Business Paradigm, but is generated by SUBLIMINAL Pressure of Self-Enhancement through the almost punitive measure of populace "Extraction".
These Do-Gooders want to save and rescue Humankind, as long as they themselves are handsomely remunerated. We know this as "Win-Win". Giridharadas hollers, HORSESHIT. I agree, just look around.
Land of the Cost
I am exactly halfway in Anand Giridharadas' (Gear-id-har-a-duz) "Classic-To-Be" Winners Take All The Elite Charade of Changing the World. Simply put in analogy form, Giridharadas is to American Elite-ism as Marx is to Communism.
I will tell you with ALL of my Utmost Certainty, that this is one of the GREATEST Books I have EVER read, so great is its Penetration, so Remarkable its Profundity.
I have blundered about in Bewildering Wonder over the Political Shift in "A Government BY and FOR the People" to "A Government BY and FOR the Elites, those of SUPERIOR Wealth, a Wealth that breeds a rabid Lawlessness in which the Elites FLOURISH at the expense of the Power-LESS, you and me.
I have tried to investigate the True Nature of Democracy and offered a GENETIC predisposition of NATURAL "decay", HARDLY "genetic" because ALL THINGS are subject to decay, degeneration and death. I certainly did NOT want THAT, because I reasoned that Democracy as an Ideational Abstract could NOT be effected by the Circumstance of Time and ITS Conditional Field of Non-Conditionality, which supposes an Inviolable Adamantine Structure. I wanted to believe that the IDEA of Democracy was IN-Corruptible.
The True Nature of Time CANNOT Change, yet Time generates Change.
God that bugs me.
I will tell you with ALL of my Utmost Certainty, that this is one of the GREATEST Books I have EVER read, so great is its Penetration, so Remarkable its Profundity.
I have blundered about in Bewildering Wonder over the Political Shift in "A Government BY and FOR the People" to "A Government BY and FOR the Elites, those of SUPERIOR Wealth, a Wealth that breeds a rabid Lawlessness in which the Elites FLOURISH at the expense of the Power-LESS, you and me.
I have tried to investigate the True Nature of Democracy and offered a GENETIC predisposition of NATURAL "decay", HARDLY "genetic" because ALL THINGS are subject to decay, degeneration and death. I certainly did NOT want THAT, because I reasoned that Democracy as an Ideational Abstract could NOT be effected by the Circumstance of Time and ITS Conditional Field of Non-Conditionality, which supposes an Inviolable Adamantine Structure. I wanted to believe that the IDEA of Democracy was IN-Corruptible.
The True Nature of Time CANNOT Change, yet Time generates Change.
God that bugs me.
Exasperational Exhaustion
I have argued elsewhere that trump's ascendancy and the Putin Corruption-ism he transacts, has birthed a New Dark Ages, the likes of which will exceed the First Dark Ages, because of POLITICAL Plague and Pestilence. Brett Kavanaugh's promotion to the United States Supreme Court has GUARANTEED Misery and Hardship for a VAST number of HELPLESS Citizens, in part because of THEIR belief in the Myth of the U.S. Constitution and the Myth of the Declaration of Independence, which together form the Bible of American Democracy and its Collective Delusion, the American "Dream".
Exasperational Exhaustion has split me into two. One Stephen is fucking DONE with Government-Atrocity-as-Public-Policy, the Horror of the War on American Justice --- and a one Stephen that stubbornly INSISTS that this War can be won by UNCONVENTIONAL Warfare and nothing less. I want to IGNORE my Duty as a Citizen of a Country that I am loathe to find abhorrently repressive, but that I ADORE nonetheless, and I also want to generate a Combat Resignation that is defined by the Instinct of Self-Preservation, the one where we - as ONE - must find a way not only to "just survive" but to generate a Killer Instinct that steadfastly REFUSES to be subdued by IMPOSSIBLE ODDS.
I am at the points of Complete Submission and "Kill or be killed".
Exasperational Exhaustion has split me into two. One Stephen is fucking DONE with Government-Atrocity-as-Public-Policy, the Horror of the War on American Justice --- and a one Stephen that stubbornly INSISTS that this War can be won by UNCONVENTIONAL Warfare and nothing less. I want to IGNORE my Duty as a Citizen of a Country that I am loathe to find abhorrently repressive, but that I ADORE nonetheless, and I also want to generate a Combat Resignation that is defined by the Instinct of Self-Preservation, the one where we - as ONE - must find a way not only to "just survive" but to generate a Killer Instinct that steadfastly REFUSES to be subdued by IMPOSSIBLE ODDS.
I am at the points of Complete Submission and "Kill or be killed".
In-Human Nature
I just exited a Samadhi that lasted an hour and a half. It was as if only 5 minutes had elapsed, such is the nature of meditation. I was figurin' to Twitter about the War On Two Fronts : that of Governmental Assault, oppression and repression of Citizen Egalitarianism, the one where we are SUPPOSE to be EQUAL under the Law, and the Attack on Ancient Tradition ---that's the one where the Myth of the Constitution and the Myth of Declaration of Independence acted to provide a Political Trajectory and an Ideational Orientation, that used Ancient Virtues as Foundation for Morals, Mores, and as an Ethics System, all of which favored Equality, in its most pure form. The Attack on Ancient Tradition has manifold aspects, the greatest of which is Right Wing Propaganda via Fox News and Others, including the Evangelicals and assholes like Rush Limbaugh, who represent a Political Fundamentalism that is nothing more than ISIS-Like Predation, the one where Religion, rather, the INTERPRETATION of Religion, generates a Combat Ideology of War Rape, War Murder and War General Atrocity, all JUSTIFIED by the Way and Means of Mythological Abstraction, the one where The Past, in all its Non-Existent Splendor, deceives the Populace with the Ghosts of Revolutions Past, in my case, the American Revolution.
It is the newest, the Attack on Ancient Tradition that concerns me now. It seems that Corruptionism has evolved. I have devised "Predation-ism" to accommodate Governmental Atrocity as a "Natural" form, and as such its viability and durability can NOT be denied, since one can argue that "It" is "naturally occurring" in Human Nature Herself.
It is the newest, the Attack on Ancient Tradition that concerns me now. It seems that Corruptionism has evolved. I have devised "Predation-ism" to accommodate Governmental Atrocity as a "Natural" form, and as such its viability and durability can NOT be denied, since one can argue that "It" is "naturally occurring" in Human Nature Herself.
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