I'm at this crossroad, this juncture, this Intersection of Sword's Man, Author, and Diary-ist (I almost typed diarrhea-ist), and I am "whelmed-over" by
Distrust & Disbelief, Fear, and High Anxiety---characteristics of Supreme UN-Accomplishment and Confusion. I LOVE the Chaos, that's one of my problems right there. I LOVE the Order that follows High Intensity Effort. I've somehow managed to
ignite Ignore-Ance as default setting, that's the one where TV is the scapegoat for actual Output. I'm NOT just an "old goat" I'm an old SCAPE goat. [Somebody shoot me, P-L-E-A-S-E].
I wanna Teach as in Substitute Teacher, I wanna start a Zen Sword Club at the University of Rhode Island, and I wanna author a few Adult Children's Books as well. I LOVE the Concept of Tiny "Books" filled with quotes of Ancient Wisdom and Down Home Epithets of the Rank and Raucous. You can't put raw literary porno in Kiddies' Books, I LOVE Lawrence's Lady Chatterly's Lover and Voltaire's Candide but porno is pornos despite being "High Class".
I mean, there's that.
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