Overture
I feel that many of you can fully appreciate the E-N-O-R-M-I-T-Y of my--------undertaking . Let me assure you-- I am completely content with Failure >>> except for 'moments' of indisputable rarity . I made a note of this : `I have every confidence in my ability to Fail ` .
A mother/chick once assaulted, "You're a drunk and a loser ." I couldn't [and didn't] deny it . I responded with, `Fine--If great Poets were 'drunks and losers' then I am OK with that .` 2 words : : Arrogance . Her whip was made of silken threads compared to the leather, lead-ball studded of my own .
I contemplated Suicide for most of the years I drank , the ONLY 'thing' prevented me was the Knowledge that I MAY lose my human status and be reborn in the Lesser Realms . I wrote this because I want my fellow Martial Artists to know from where I came . "IT" all happened AFTER I was dismissed from the Temple and had re-entered the Real World . Bottom line ? Buddhism and specifically Zen Sword prevented me from killing my Ego-Self --- such is the Power of the Divine Infinite .
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